IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
today and another day
today had first aid. so din manage to go for a proper og lunch. not tt it rily matter anymore. only me yeesian and liting still go for og lunch. every1 either pons or juz can't make it. haha. i think we sld change to sth like og dinner or sth. haha. more constructive and all. LOL
ok. what else? oh yeh. PE -.-" damn painful lar. i ran for 3 rnds, then right knee collapsed. cannot take my weight anymore. still damn painful lor. so i din run for the next 3 rnd circuit. haha. and now my left butt hurts like some man. nto to mention my shoulders and my arms. Zzz. this sux. how i'm gg to go to the gym this sat to train, i dunno
then umm... oh yeh. now i rmb. after sch. mugged bio, and then i was slacking arnd, and ended up playing bridge with quan, darrel and bong. we were playing contract. then quan and i owned. got 4 wins in a row. b4 every1 else zaoed. haha. lemme see arr... can't rmb what he called it but nvm i guess. haha
ok. then umm.. what else? oh yeh. i think Kaye rily freaked me out this morning. outta the blue, she popped me on the shoulder and asked me if i came from marymount kindergarten. damn freaky lar. esp since i can't rmb any1 from back then. i dunno what tt was abt, but i think i shall go and ask her tomorrow morning, if i see her tt is. haha
ok. back to moaning abt my pain. on 2nd thots. it's too late. i better go and slp. buhbyeez
9:49 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Monday, March 27, 2006
recre floorball... RAWKS
haha. i think recre floorball rox. i think it rox i think it rox haha
today was damn fun lar. i played like a hell lot. and actually ran like a hell lor also. actually, not juz me. every1 was doing damn well. haha. but i think a bit unlucky today also lar. indra fell down a total of abt 4 times or so. was damn worried abt him killing his knee or sth. but i guess ok lar. hope tomorrow no intense running for PE. every1 more or less ran until they died. haha
naeem rocked. again, but aiya. we lost in the end. moor tarbet was gd today lar. seriously. they rocked. and their players were noticably better. but i think in terms of teamplay, we were better today. haha. nvm i guess. it's not whether u win but whether u enjoyed the game or not i think. haha
ugh. nvm. my knee a bit painful rite now. weird thing is tt i dun even mind the pain. i think i'm becoming a yuuzhan vong. worship the pain. lol
but anywayz, i think paul's rite. i haf to stop drinking so much coke. even coke light. but i guess i'm gg to haf a lot of prob with tt. cos rite now, the only thing that's keeping me awake is coke. last time used to b coffee. but now haix. no choice. haf to resort to coke. haha
ok. nvm. i think some training and then go and slp liao. days r nice. haha
buhbyeez
8:49 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Sunday, March 26, 2006
like dreamers do
lol. today passed in more or less a complete dream. i can't rily rmb what i did today, but i'll try.
woke up adn saw the blardy dark sky, so i sorta decided to go back to slp, and woke up at 9am. surprise surprise. but the sky was still damn dark. and there went my gymming hope. cos i was supposed to go gymming in the early morning. after tt then haf to mug liao. so failed. nvm next wk lor. if god dussen do sth stupid with the sky again. haha
then uh... i was like stoning at home... again. then went to play maplestory. din manage to lvl up my archer, but nvm lar. lvl 18 archer ok liao. next wk will b able to lvl it up, then gd lor. if i playh next wk tt is. haha
hmm... spent most of the day watching gundam seed again, and most of the shows got some funky prob, cannot play or sth, but managed to find ones which can play... after a long time sometimes. haha. oh wellz... can't help anythign abt it i guess. haha
ugh. my parents keep asking me abt how the council interview went. why can't they juz lemme b... tryin to think abt other stuff rite now.haha
ugh. ok. i think i shall go off alridy. and chat with ppl. llotsa ppl online tonite. and actually with their statuses set to online. *stares at ppl like enghui* ok. i shall get to chatting =D
9:51 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Friday, March 24, 2006
Council interview
haha. today the most exciting thing that happened wld b council interviews. which weren't rily all tt exciting considering the fact tt i suspect that i screwed up quite a bit. haha. but oh wellz. haha
anywayz, the council interview was quite ok lar. i guess not as much stress for me since i'm not 100% uptight over getting in lar. i mean, get in then i do my best, dun get in then too bad lor. haha
sigh. anywayz, i guess there's nuthin much else to talk abt for today... or is there? hmm... *thinks*
oh yeh! sigh. i think my og is slowly dying lar. cos like fewer and fewer ppl gg for og lunch every wk. damn sad lor. haha. oh wellz. i can't think of anythign else to talk abt it anymore lar. i mean it's like og lunch then gd lor. no one go then badddd... haha usually, only ppl like liting, yee sian, mingfang, gar geoi and geng rui will like go, but from next wk onwards, there will b like even fewer ppl... cos it's like i wun b able to go next wed onwards, then gar geoi can't go on fridays anymore. haha. and lawry likes to pon. STUPID BOY. haha
ok. nvm. went for the u talk. i think it was a total waste of time, but i alridy wasted the time, so no use talking abt it anymore. been watching gundam seed on youtube for the entire day, i think i shall get back to watching. buhbyeez
10:49 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, March 23, 2006
and i can't fight this feeling anymore. i forgotten what i started fighting for
yeh. it's true, no matter what u may think. sometimes i juz look back and i can't see what i started out attempting to do. lost sight of the cause? yes. lost hope? definitely. i think i'm in desperate need of some guidance right now. sigh
ppl r human cos they can like reflect on stuff and then think abt how tt all sorta like fits in. but haix. if self-reflection is sometimes this painful, i think i'd rather be a robot, juz do everything and get on with life. much less painful and at least i can get on with my life. oh wellz. oh wait. a robot dussen haf a life. ugh. whatever.
nuthin much abt today lar. i spent most of the time crapping with myself and then after sch, was watching Zack play some funny game. Axis and Allies i think. damn uber screwed up game where history was re-written. i think some girl... mei ting or sth i think. was controlling America. then D-day failed utterly, Battle of Britain went in Germany's favor, cos Britain forgot to protect herself. and then it's like even better. Germany invaded Canada and USA was actually attacked. OMG. hahaha. damn farnie.
i wanna buy tt board game!!! haha. but i wanna a lotta stuff. includiung a guitar. saw FAii's guitar today. uber nice. i want one juz lidat! haha. but aiya. haf to wait until at least June i guess. no time to learn how to play right noe, and i dun think i'd even haf time to go and like get one. haha. and no money anyways. haha
oh yeh. speaking of which. sorrie Liting! haha. i din mean to dao u today in the canteen. i din even hear u call me the first time, or did u wave at me? haha. not sure. either lar. haha. but i din see anything... haha. and i think there's sth wrong with me. every so often, i'll like hear some1 calling me outta the blue. damn frightening esp since i know there's no one there at all. damn freaky. haha. but aiya. nvm lar
no hw today. at LONG last. haha. nuthin to do, so i got time to post this long and crappy post. i think this rox even tho no one's gg to read this post. or at least i hope no one reads this post, esp what's after this
i'm tired of life. i'm so totally tired of Rjc and all the stuff tt goes on. dun get me wrong. i think Rjc is a damn gd sch and all, and i think every1 has been like damn nice. i somehow get to know some1 new almost on a daily basis. well. with abt half the sch unknown to me, i wld think tt getting to know new ppl wld b easy... haha. but aiya. on the whole, it's like i juz dun like the way the sch functions. as in the culture and the politics. it's juz dam irritating. guys go outta their way to attempt to jaq u juz cos they wanna attempt to show their maniliness. while i'm like whatever. and i think i agree with enghui when we were talking on msn the other day. last time, it's always the girls who r supposed to b damn gossipy, apparently, now, guys r beginning to catch up with the thrend and bcom more gossipy also. but aiya. whatever lar. i can't stand it at all i guess
mostly, i can't rily stand the teachers, there r some damn nice ones, but the rest r like irritating to the core, and i juz wanna frag them. hafn't felt this way for dunno how long. even din feel lidat in RI lar. but whatever.
and this is the worst thing, which faii pointed out to me today while we were lounging arnd tgr talking. last time, u'd haf like mental exertion in sch, now, literally, u dun haf tt anymore. it's juz cram, and then go home and mug. i dunno but i'm a little unused to this kinda stuff. it's like totally pointless. who the hell is gg to care abt cramming? and no one participates during classes, i think it's like for all classes. there's this uver lack of participation. i guess i juz miss the old GEP sessions, where there's lotta crapping, and participation. haha
strange i guess, i used to hate my class last yr. i hated them for being so stupid, so insensitive, and for mostly being idiotic, but i guess tt's the sorta stuff which makes u think abt even more lar. oh wellz. can't turn back the hands of time no matter what the song may say. but i still wanna turn it back as much as possible. i guess tt's juz the way we all are, treasuring what's alridy lost. i bet i'll b saying this all over again when i'm outta JC
2 yrs aren't a long time, but i guess i'd better start treasuring them much better. for one thing, start studying more seriously. i hafn't rily been mugging seriously. usually slacking while i mug. guess it's time to change tt
ok. i think i'd better go alridy. buhbyeez
9:51 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
lol
sigh. i think today was another screwed up day. after the change in the new timetable, tuesdays haf now bcom one of the most screwed up days. with the possible exception of monday. haha. LOL. but nvm. whatever i guess. haha
had chem test today. i now haf a total confirmed loss of at least anywhere from 10 to 12 marks, depending on how much i'm gg to b minused on one tiny careless mistake. haha. Zzz. but oh wellz. i guess i can't rily say much. apparently every1 also died quite badly. so i guess not so bad lar. but i still feel quite crapped up. but it was mostly on stiochiometry, which is sth i still am unable to do properly. oh wellz
nvm lar. and i'm in total pain all over my right arm. i slpt on it the whole of last nite. had problem moving it this morning, and now it's still in total pain. ugh. i think i'm damn pro. hahaha. oh wellz
sigh. i think life sux badly but nvm. hopefully there's first aid tomorrow. i rily like first aid. damn fun. haha. but oh welz.. haf to see i guess. no way am i gg for tt stupid gp talk. gg to like totally waste all my time gg for tt stupid talk. Zzz. oh wellz
sigh. i dun wanna think abt it anymore. i dun wanna think abt anything to do with sch, or ppl in sch anymore. ugh. it all juz sux. haha
was looking thru my entire playlist again, n i see like almost every song in there being a luv song. oh wellz. guess i can't avoid it lar. most of the better oldies r luv song, and there r very few songs which aren't totally luv songs which i totally luv. haha. oh wellz. can't do nuthin abt tt either i guess. haha
living sometimes seems like a total chore. but i guess we haf to keep on with it. ok. gtg do other stuff now. buhbyeez
7:30 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Saturday, March 18, 2006
YAWN
i think today was damn screwed up. woke up damn early to go for first aid CIP. sigh. i think i sld haf found out more abt the CIp b4 i went for it lor... budden also dunno what to ask lor. haha. thanx enghui for stayin up so late to chat with me, even tho i suspect i pissed u off a little. haha. but nvm. ok? dun lose ur cool girl=D haha
ok. i think i'm getting more and more paranoid as the days go by. but the problem is tt i'm also getting glommier as the days go by. no more of tt spark of joy in me anymore. i think it's been extinguished alridy. which is proly gd i guess. dun take any notice of me. juz wanna get on with life. it's all lidis and so hard alridy. i juz wanna get on
back to the topic of the day. i think first aid was damn screwed up. din know where to meet, din know where to go to, and best of all, i din know w e were cooking. even better actually, we actually were doing with ACJC, and i din know. how pro am i? omg. haha
ok. nvm. the interaction was ok lar. a bit dao cos i only know one person there, and there were only 4 Rjc ppl... the rest all acjc. and then a bit awkard also... cos only a total of 3 guys outta 11 ppl... and i only know the other guy. haha. sigh. but nvm. got it done with. now next
went back home and began mugging. then stopped to maple story again. i finally managed to lvl up my mage again. now he's lvl 20. whee. so pro. haha. and i think my mage rox. haha. but tt's outta the point i guess. haha. tomorrow, if got time, i'll maple again. b4 i stop for the new sch term. haha. my sis has got no sch next wk. so damn lucky. i think i'm gg to b pissed with her, but whatever lar. oh wellz
ok. was talking to conrad for like the first time in god knows how long. haha. quite ok i guess. same old stuff, catching up on new stuff... mostly abt me, since he's in the army and there's nuthin much to talk abt besides carrying rifles and all i guess. hha. oh wellz
i think i shall go off and slp alridy. damn frigging tired and trust me on this. life sux. ok. buhbyeez
11:44 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Friday, March 17, 2006
YAY and sigh
haha. sigh. 2 more days to the end of the holidas... i think damn sad. but whatever. at least they r gg to b over, then gg to haf sch again, which wld b gd. it guess. haha. cos then i wun b soo bored with my life. haha
went back to sch today for Gp discussion. still gotta type out the cases and stuff lidat. will do tt tomorrow lar. damn tired rite now. haha
then umm...went out for lunch with hannah and song xia i think. zihan daoed us and said he wanted to go home to slp when we asked him to come along. ok. i think tt may b inaccurate, but whatever. haha
finally managed to install the new client for maplestory, so i spent the rest of the afternoon playing it, b4 gg out for dinner with grandparents and parents. lol. dinner was nice, and i ate quite a bit again. i think i'm getting fatter. haha. anwyayz, came home after tt, and began mapling again, and then now i'm damn tired and i'm gg to go and slp rite now. buhbyeez and gd nitez
10:41 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, March 16, 2006
FULL LIKE SOME MAN
YAY! i got a new phone at last after 2 yrs of waiting, and my new phone ownz all! =D haha muahahahaha in case u were wondering, my new phone's the Razr V3X =D so nice. i'm in luv with it, and i got it at half price cos of some funky promo, and cos i got trade in. haha yay! i ROCK =D muahahahaha
ok anywayz, today was... sad. haha. i think there was simply like totally nuthin of importance which i did. attempted to maple, but the stupid server still has some frigging problems and so therefore, i can't dl the patch, and so therefore, i can't play. how nice... Zzz
went out for dinner. it's sorta like this uber early celebration for my bday and my sister's bday also. haha. anywayz, there was like free flow of wine and all, so i sorta let myself go. drank at least 2 glasses of white wine. they din haf chiraz, which was sad, but the wine wasn't too bad. at least it blended well with the seafood. haha. and the chocs which i was eating. haha. anywayz, then i koped my mum's red wine, and there was some weird stuff which the chef called champange float for dessert... at the dessert counter. so i drank tt also. 2 of tt actually. haha. in case u juz realised, i went for a buffet. nub. haha
anywayz, the food rocked, and the wine was better. haha. and i finally understand why they way tt seafood goes best with white wine. the red wine tasted horrible with the seafood. haha. but nvm. the food was damn nice, and i think i'm damn stuffed rite now. haha.
ok. i think tt's enogf crapping abt food for tonite alridy. the bill was damn ex, and i'm proly not gg to b able to go there for the forseeable future. aha. but nvm. hope and hoping i guess.haha
ok. gtg liao. buhbyeez
9:52 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
YAWN
sigh. today was damn boring. din do nuthin much of importance. did some sch hw, and then stoned for almost the rest of the day. i'm still feeling a little tired from photog camp, what else did u expect? i slpt for like less than 5 hrs lor. haha. and then i din rily slp very early last nite lor. haha. oh wellz
anywayz, i fell aslp while reading at like 6, and woke up at 730. had been tryin for the entire day to maple, but i juz failed miserably, cos i cldn't make the patch start. apparently, there's some weird error with the patch, causing every1 to b unable to dl it. haha. hopefully it'll b ok tomorrow alridy, otherwise i'm seriously gg to attempt to kill myself. haa. oh wellz
sigh. now blogging, i've been thinking abt my life so far. haha
say whatever u like lar... i seriously think that Rjc sux. in terms of the way everything is being put tgr. liked Ri much better. esp all the half days and full days off. ok. mebbe not tt much, considering that from what i've heard, bob koh is cutting down on all that by a lot. hha. but oh wellz. haha. oh yeh. and they dun haf I-learning. anymore. haha. too bad:P haha
sighhh... been seriously thinking abt a lotta stuff lately. haha. and none of it is rily helping my mental health rite now. i think i'm stressing myself out over stuff which aren't very impt anymore. haha. like stop thinking abt it cos ur wasting unnecessary brain power. use it on studies man! but it's nvr gg to happen. everytime i close, my eyes, i'll think abt it and feel all crapped up all over it again, which sux, even worse. haha. oh wellz
hmm... sometimes i juz wish i cld b like most other ppl... and block out stuff which u dun wanna rmb... or juz like keep ur brain shut up and quiet instead of hafing to b thinking abt stuff all the time. SIGHHH... why the hell can't i juz forget abt it? i can't u know... it'll stay with me until the end of my life... or at least for hte next 13 yrs, cos i can still rmb damn impt events and even some unimportant events in my life from when i was only 3, haha. so therefore, i am teh destroyed. haha. oh wellz
sighhhh... sld i haf done tt? sld i haf like gone on with my life and lived a lie/hidden life? i dunno. i'll nvr find out rite now anymore i guess. and everyday i think abt it, the more regrets i get. i think i now know why it is tt ppl actually attempt to commit suicide, but oh wellz. i'm not gg to b doing tt no matter how much u may or may not want me to do tt. haha
SIGH
i juz wanna forget everything
bring me back to those carefree days of secondary sch, when i wanted to think abt, and all i needed to think abt was sch work. haha.
sigh
i think i'm being damn random rite now. haha. mostly i think bcos i hafn't had any1 to talk to on msn the entire day, and no com games to play, adn mostly nuthin much to do the entire day. haha. so here i am, slacking and thinking of some more stuff ot talk abt
hoping that some ppl will come online so i can talk to. but oh wellz. tt's nvr gg to happen. i proly sldn't burden more ppl with the sad fate that i haf. haha. ok. i shall stop blogging anymore. shall go and destroy myself somewhere else. buhbyeez
9:01 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Rj Photog Camp 06
haha. i think this camp is seriously damn freaking fun =D haha. started ytd and ended today tho.. too short. haha
ok. abt the camp. started early ytd morning, and i was feeling rather stoned. had icebreakers, as per normal, and then we had captain's ball. haha. tt was quite fun lar. but i think i screwed up icebreakers as per normal. sorrie lor. my mind a bit the screwed up and i'm not very gd at rmbering names lor. haha
ok lar. anywayz, after tt, we left sch to go to raffles place where we took photos. haha. shan't say anything else abt the whole thing. all can go to my webshots account and look at the photos when i finally upload them. which sld b sometime soon i think. haha
ok rite. i almost forgot. while i was in Rj, i saw 3J hafing extra bio lessons. i think i was damn evil lar. kept on walking back and forth with this damn funny pasty grin on my face. haha. LOL. but too bad. tstk tsk . nvr do work properly, so haf to haf extra lessons. tsk tsk. haha
anywayz, we had lunch at this damn funky macs i nvr knew existed. haha. and then we were like eating and crapping. was with Alex, Zy, Qing Xiang and the rest were all girls. lol. sex ratio for photog a bit the imba. haha. anywayz, our grp is damn farnie. apparently qing xiang, zy and alex haf this delusion that they r brothers or sth, proly cos they look rather alike. and they keep on tryin to own each other. haha. then all the ppl who were wearing orange and blue were in our grp, so again imba. haha. oh wellz
so anywayz, we took photos, and there was a lotta crapping, and i can't rmb half of the names of the ppl in my grp. haha. lemme see... i think got one girl from limenwei's class, umm... what's her name... yan min. i think... then got umm... lemme see... some girl named sabrina issit? oh wellz. ok. i gif up alridy. if i were to keep at this, i think i'll go mad and fall dead. haha. i told u i suck at remembering name.s hhaa
ok. anywayz, so had a lotta fun taking photos, then went to funan for dinner, but not b4 i got myself totally owned looking at the Xbox 360s there, and other stuff. haha. then had dinner at KFC, before we went to the roof of the adjacent building for night photography. haha. i think the nite photography was damn screwed up, cos the roof was rather low, so nuthin much we can take at tt kind of height. haha
then went back to Rj, and we had some stuff, nite photography ard Rj and then other stuff. haha. i made myself a doggy collar outta some lightsticks and i went arnd lidat. hha. i think a lotta ppl were staring at me, will show picture if i can. haha. oh yeh. then while every1 was bathing, i walked back over to Ri to talk to matthew. haha. i think NCC has bcom damn slack lar... i mean like i'm sure their cadets slp[ at 10 and wake up at 530 the next day, and then they say tt's tough. haha tt's like almost nuthin lor. haha. but aiya. whatever lar. then walked back to Rj. haha
then umm... went to sum up the day, and we watched city of god. it's a damn sick show with a lotta blood, sex and even more vulgarities. haha. i think they show wasn't rily worth watching, but whatever. so anywayz, the show ended at like 2+ am in the morning, and i din slp. spent the time mostly with zilin playing cards, then followed her and some of the other girls to attempt to go to prata hse for supper. was damn hungry, but the security guard stopped us,s so we had to go back and then go and slp. haha
ok. today then was quite ok, woke up and then went to S11 for breakfast. din rily slp much. at most only 4+ hrs, but i kept waking up cos ppl kept on making noises or stuff lidat. haha. snoring. haha. and yeh the guys and the girls were all slping in the AVT. and plz dun gimme tt strange look on ur face. i'm damn freaking happy i can't put my tagboard up rite now. haha
anywayz, had cheese prata and plain prata for breakfast, b4 we went back for some lecture by qing xiang on photo editing. then we had lunch, adn then games. after games, we critiqued the photos which we had taken the day b4, and then we went back home alridy. haha. i think the 2nd day's programme was less fun than the first day's programme, but whatever io guess. haha. u can't haf everything, but if i had a way, i'd rather haf another day of camp. haha. but oh wellz
ok. i think i shall go and playt com rite now. buhbyeez
7:14 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
TUesday greens
LOL. i slpt abt 5 hrs the whole of this morning. haha. currently in photog camp and typing out this post. haha. i think i damn no life. haha. oh wellz.
anywayz, will b home quite late tonite. a lotta fun stuff for photog camp, so i guess i'll b putting up a long post tonite then. buhbyeeez
10:48 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Sunday, March 12, 2006
sigh
played maple for most of the day today. haha. i'm still damn frigging pissed off with my dad. and tt's too bad for him, dun think i'm gg to forgive him at all. hah. i'm still damn frigging pissed off. and tt's bad. hafn't felt this angry since god knows when. haha. but oh wellz. haha
sigh. till this moment, i still can't make up my mind on whether i sld go for council or not. i think this is damn bad. and even my parents can't make up their minds on whether i sld run or not. i'm juz damn frigging frightened tt my work will go downhill if i run for council. sighhh... i dunno what to do... i'm juz damn frightened... sigh. hafn't felt this nervous and frightened and all since i god knows when... sigh
oh wellz. i think i'll think abt it until at least 12 midnite tonite... sigh. then i'll send in the email to ms hor. haha. oh wellz
sighhh... i tink this is damn ironic. i used to want to go for prefectorial board in secondary sch... but now tt the opportunity has come up for me to go for this council, i then dun dare to go for it anymore. sigh. i dunno... i seriousy dunno... and to be honest, no one can tell me anything. haha
talked to wanchee this morning. i bet she dussen read my blog at all... sigh. anywayz, she said her favorite advice... anything u like lar. haha. LOL. i think this is like damn fragging funny. haha, oh wellz.
oh yeh. thanx liting for umm.. i dunno whether to say comforting or juz listening to my ranting last nite. haha. i was feeling rily damn low ytd when i came home. but oh wellz. haha. i guess tt's tt then. haha. i'm still damn frightened and all. but i guess i'll juz haf to see how and what to do later tonite. haha
ok. i think i shall go off and go and think alridy. Buhbyeez
11:12 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Saturday, March 11, 2006
goddamnit
ok. today started off on a seriously damn bad note. i woke up, and promptly got into an arguement with my dad over council. there's simply no talking to him at all. he's got it into his mind that he wants me to run for council... but he wun even stop to consider then consequences of it all. blardy hell. i think he seriously has some problem. but whatever, i'll make my own decision and then do whatever i think is best. he dussen haf a right to bother with me. i think the one thing which rily pissed me off was the way he said stuff to make me change my mind. like what the hell? what kind of parents puts his own child down and tells him he's nvr gg to get any gd grades regardless of how hard he tries and so therefore, sld try to run for council? damnit. tt's like seriously damn lowdown and disgusting. nvm. another standoff. he can say gdbye to talking to me. i'm not talking to him for the immediate future anymore. blardy hell
ok. nvm. after tt went to J8 to meet up with shi kai and lawry b4 gg to st nicks for their funfair. haha. was quite pissed off but nvm. whatever. the funfair was like -.-" haha. it was super crowded and super noisy. remind me nvr to go to a funfair at a girls sch... no offense. it was like super noisy lar. and almost all the time, had girls screaming into my ears lor. haha. lol. and then went to their haunted hse. haha. i think we all went there mostly for the air con. haha. sorrie lor. we all no lifers one. haha. and then the haunted hse wasn't even scary lor. most of the stuff was more funny than anything. haha. oh wellz. haha. anywayz, we went to the haunted hse with liting and her fren. i think she's damn farnie lar. call her... then like after the 10th call or so, finally get thru to her mobile phone. haha. LOL. and then umm... went to the canteen to slack b4 geng rui and huilin joined us. haha
hmm... left quite soon after i think. i think i spent abt like umm... 6 hrs plus at the place lar. a bit the boring. but oh wellz. better than staying at home and getting pissed off with some ppl. Zzz
then went to grandparents hse for dinner b4 coming home to play maple story. haha. i finally managed to lvl up my mage again. now it's lvl 16. haha. gd:D haha. ok. i think tt's abt it alridy. i think i shall go and slp now. buhbyeez
10:14 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Friday, March 10, 2006
OMGBBQ
i think this is seriously damn farnie. some random genius(es) actually took the trouble to go and peer nominate me for council. i dunno whether tryin to like sabo me or what lar... but i hope not... haha. ok. i think abt 4+ random geniuses... cos apparently u need at least 6 nominations to get in. haha. oh wellz.
hmmm... i dunno whether i sld run or not. they gaf those who cldn't make up their minds today a chance to go home and think abt it. and i gotta tell ms hor whether i will b running by this monday. haha. sigh. i think it's damn sad lar. i seriously wanna run... but i dun like the commitment. it's like they r merging the council and hse com tgr... so there definitely is gg to b a hell lotta workload to do... =S haha. oh wellz.
ok. enof abt the stupid council. i'll go and hide somewhere and think abt running.. haha. lemme see arr... oh yeh. now i rmb... today was damn nice. went to Rj track to support Ri track and field. and we OWNEDDDD!!! bayley owned at least. haha. another total ownage session for bayley at track and field. hopefully we'll b able to win the title this yr lar. haha
erps. almost forgot. we celebrated liting's bday today... haha. and then gaf her the present which i lugged from god knows where this morning to sch. haha. damn farnie lar. oh wellz. at least she liked it i think... definitely din like the carrying arnd tho... haha. the present is a bit the big lar. oh wellz. haha. then when we met for lunch.. she was like attemping to open the present w/o tearing the wrapping.. haaha. i think she wanted to like rewrap it then open again on her bday which is soon.. i think. haha
then lunch... and again as per normal, we ate at the J8 foodcourt. haha. then we went back to Rj.. but b4 tt... liting made gar geoi go and like buy the face wash. haha. who ask him to go and make bet with her? haha. i lmao. haha. then went for the track n field.. then briefing for council... then umm... went to canteen. and watched liting eat her dinner while we all played bridge b4 the band concert.
band concert was quite gd i guess... but i din rily like the way the songs had been lined up. haha. oh wellz. i can't rily do anything abt it i guess. haha. but the performance was quite gd. altho oura looked a bit fake during the encore. haha. oh wellz. i dunno what to say abt him lar. but whateverrrrrr... haha
then went back to S11 for dinner? i think mebbe supper lar. haha. but i'm still damn hungry. din rily eat much at S11 juz now. haaha. oh wellz. nvm. i guess. tomorrow gg to go to Sngs for their funfair... better thik of some way to make liting and lawry and shi kai go with me for lunch tomorrow. $10 not a lot to spend there lor. haha. dun wanna waste the $$ on food. haha
ok. i think i shall go and slp alridy. tomorrow gg to haf a long day, not to mention the fact tt i'll proly not b at home for the better part of the day. haha. oh wellz. better go off and slp alridy. bUhbbyeez
11:25 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Today
almost forgot to blog abt tuesday nite. haha. oh wellz. anywayz, we had this funny truth or dare thing after dinner. i think venetia is damn funny lar... so many things can ask me for truth or dare, she cannot think of anything gd to ask me... lol... budden again, i dun think i'm rily the correct type of person to do truth or dare with... cos i uh... like... umm... dun really have closed secrets tt sorta stuff? haha. actually got a lotta secrets. juz tt no one will ever know. haha
then umm.. made yee sian do some damn stupid stuff. will put the photos up here if i ever get them onto my comp. haha. then venetia got jaqed. we basically made her zhong the number.. then we were like lafing. asked her to go and call KLeong and then ask him what he wanted for breakfast the next day, and say tt she was chio bu or sth. haha. lmao. haha
ok. hmm... today was quite fun i guess. but i spent most of my time slacking and slping. nuthin much to do in sch nowadayz lar. oh yeh. thanx to lawry, i made a trip all the way to J8 to buy liting her present. haha. lol. damn difficult to decide lor. i managed to get my hands on this damn cute stuff toy dog. hope she likes it! haha. quite cheap also. the stuff toy. only like abt umm.. i think $14... hhaa. oh wellz. nvm. i guess. haha
hmm... Gerald Tay's bday is on this sun. i wonder what they r gg to get him? haha. mebbe giftwrap kennef and gif to him. haha. okok. shant' b so bad to him. happy bday tay.
ugh. better go and start working on my budgetting. lotsa bdays next wk or so i think. haha. better think of sth to gif to ppl liao. otherwise gg to die i guess. haha. okok. i think i shall go off alridy and start working on them. buhbyeez
8:11 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
yawn
omg... today was boring... very very very very very very very boring!!! SIGHHHHHHHH!!! i din do a single thing at all lor. lolx
ok. lemme think.. morning was PE. had running, which almost totally destroyed me, and then soccer. haha. i think my goalkeeping has improved quite a bit, cos i was like doing ground kicks like mad. and they all were travelling damn far and fast, which is gd. my groundkicks r basically the only prob i ever had, since i usually throw instead of drop kick... more accurate. and i can throw resonably far. haha
i think Rj is seriously damn screwed up. none of us realised we were supposed to b hafing PW cos we din get the correct new timetable. Zzz... gd thing the PW teacher din come to sch... otherwise then we get owned liao. so now we have GP on friday. which sux. but oh wellz. at least we dun exactly dismiss any later than usual. haha
had og lunch today, altho i dun think tt's the correct term to use to describe it. only 3 ppl, including me actually went for the lunch. lemme see... me, liting and gar geoi. lolx. damn sad lor. haha. and then it's like we all were eating, and then saw guo lao shi there. haha. lolx. then kelvin yap. haha. apparently bayley's suppose to win track and field this yr again. hopefully they'll win this yr again =D haha. then mebbe a treble? haha. lolx. hope lar. but i think sld b able to cos apparently, they r quite pro this yr. haha. oh wellz. see first lor. haha
ok. hmm... what else. oh yeh. i'm proly gg to go back and watch interhse track n field this friday. haha. so mebbe mite pon photog this wk. haha. no matter. next monday will b photog camp lor. go to photog this wk for what?! haha. oh wellz. see first lor. haha.
lotsa stuff to think abt for thsi wk... like what to gif some1 for her bday, and then what to gif to other ppl for their bdays next term, which arent many, an how to haf an Xbox session next friday, and then this sat... how to go to sngs.. and this friday... how to go for band concert. haha. oh wellz. i think i'll proly go with Beta this wk for band concert. haha. it's like almost no one in my og gg for the concert lar. much to my surprise. will ask tomorrow. haha. b4 friday and then beta gets booked by other ppl... then bad. haha
lotsa stuff to do today. hw to catch up on and all. better go and do them alridy i guess. ok. i shall zao rite now. buhbyeez
5:07 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Batchgive
lol. i think batchgive was seriously damn screwed up. haha. but oh wellz. spent most of the entire day slacking my life away. haha. sorrie lar. i am seriously damn wu liao one. haha
batchgive was a massive waste of time for the main reason tt one plus hr is definitely not enough to interact with the old folks. and any interaction on this kind of a basis is seriously damn weird and u'll feel funny one. haha. tt's my main feelings lar. haha. oh yeh. not to mention the fact that a giant part of my og ponned today. haha
the old folk huilin and i interacted with was some malay woman. and she kept on speaking in malay... so i was like juz staring at her cos i din understand a single thing which she was saying. haha. but oh wellz. at least i got some damn nice photos. at least i think so. will post them up onto my webshots accound later tomorrow i think. haha
hmm... nuthin much else to talk abt alridy i think. haha. i spent the rest of the day slacking. had og dinner, and venetia finally got her wish to have a nice dinner... we ate at pasta mania. and i think i am gg to b broke alridy. haha. oh wellz. lolx
oh yeh. i managed to get my hands on a pack of uno cards.! haha. yay! haha,. now can play colours =D
9:17 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Monday, March 06, 2006
O2
lolx. the title sounds like a damn frigging oxygen molecule. haha. oh wellz. hmm... what abt today...
i think O2 was rather boring. esp towards the end of the day. started out with some stuff... Z'oscars, whatever that is... and then slacking session. we got a new og member to 'replace' shi kai. haha. i think he might b able to get back into Rj via appeal, but oh wellz. we'll see later on i guess. haha
lemme see... after tt was games and sports. it was like -.-" haha. i think we got owned quite badly. after all tt, we went out for cards. haha. too bad end so late lor. we amused ourselves playing cards while waiting for lawry and yee sian to finish their meeting for ODAC. haha i think my bluffing skillz r getting better. managed to con xin yang into doing some rather farnie stuff haha. oh wellz
then umm... og dinner. aha. long time since we had dinner tgr. haha. dinner is always damn fun one. haha. but wun b able to go for most of the lunches anymore. esp on Wed, cos i got first aid. haha. oh wellz. then again, mebbe might b able to go if first aid pushes back. haha. oh wellz. we'll see i guess. haha
then came home to find out the worst thing possible... my tagboard is gone... sldn't haf done tt stupid reformatting thing to the stupid tagboard. i think i gtg and apply for a new one or sth... i can't find the code anymore for the stupid board. Zzz. oh wellz. nvm. i think i shan't put it back on lar. or rather, shan't go and get one. since i doubt my account is gg to reappear again. lolx. i still dunno what i did wrong, but it's gone. nvm. i dun think i want to know what alex yap and gang thinks. and yes yap. i know it's u. and if u wanna get my attention, there r other ways of doing tt. and yes i'm gg to continue to dao u and ur blardy gang of idiots cos i think u r all as gd as dirt. ok. gd. i think i've used up as much space as i'd care to spend on u ppl. back to life
hmm... tomorrow got a lotta stuff on. better go and get my camera liao. ok. i think i shall go off. buhbyeezs
9:29 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Sunday, March 05, 2006
YTD IN GENERAL
lolx. nuthin to do so went to maple. and yay! i finally managed to lvl up my stupid warrior. Zzz. i think my warrior is like damn sad lar. keeps on getting owned, and lvl damn low. and cannot carry stuff like broadsword cos his dex too low. oh wellz. haha. at least only 5 more lvls b4 i will b able to get 2nd job assignment liao. haha =D
on to more serious stuff. i think i'm gg to delete some of the links on my blog... like cheryl and venetia and other assorted ppl. haha. sorrie lar. ur blogs all gone. still expect me to keep ur links arr? =P haha. ok. done
tomorrow's gg to b a damn bz day i think. and i can't decide whether i sld go for floorball tomorrow. i proly sld go, but oh wellz. haha. wun b bringing my camera tho. haha. dun wanna let it go missing or sth. haha. duh? like a bit the ex lor. my camera. haha. let the other photog ppl go and like take photos. i shall go and slack with my og. aha
been slping a lot lately. which is proly gd considering the tiny amt of slp i had last wk. haha. oh wellz. i guess everything is all juz gg to get back to normal. which is kinda sad. i was enjoying being dao and all for the short period it lasted. haha. sorrie lar. i like the silence in my mind, even tho it usually causes me to think abt stuff which i wld prefer not to think abt. but oh wellz. u can't always haf ur cake and eat it at the same time i guess. haha
hmmmmm... hopefully can maple today. haha. i think i juz re-addicted myself to it. haha. but oh wellz. better start taking my work seriously and actually doing it w/o slacking my life away. haha. oh wellz
ok. i think i shall go and watch Tv alridy. will blog later today if i'm still alive/awake/conscious. ok. buhbyeez
10:37 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Friday, March 03, 2006
lolx
shid. today was friday... which means the wkends r alridy here.. sigh. all of a sudden wkends seem like damn shidy all the time. i guess cos i spend more time on my hw than on doing anything else. haha. but oh wellz. tt's juz too bad i guess. haha. hmm... mebbe i'll play maple story if parents go out. richard's been bugging me to come on so he can see me. haha. but i'll proly play with my mage, so i doubt he'll b able to see me either way. haha
hmm... pissed off this morning for no reason. but nvm. heck it lar. i've been pissed off for abt a wk or so alridy. mood swings (nods sagely) i think i'm getting old and senile. haha. the other day was waiting for the auntie to gimme more change when she alridy gaf me all the change i was supposed to get. or mebbe my maths is dying... haha. speaking of maths, i think i died-ed for today's test. haha. but oh wellz, nvm.
hmm... i think shi kai and laigono changing sch lar. so sad lar. but i think they might b able to make it back into Rj thru appeal. oh wellz. nvm. move on with life. but if shi kai changes sch, then tt means tt we will haf a new og mate, which might b gd or bad. or r we gg to all get new og mates? hmm... dunno. haha. oh wellz. see on monday lor. haha. it can't b tt bad rite?
seriously feel like ponning Monday and Tuesday, but haha. nvm. i guess. juz go adn sch and enjoy life lor. haha. but ahh wellz. sometimes i find this sorta stuff damn waste of time, but i guess i'll proly complain if we dun haf it either, so i guess nuthin much to say abt either way. ahha
got frigging pissed with this grp of ppl during lunch today with gg, yee sian, liting and mingfang. haha. they were like freaking noisy lar. and it was a blardy public place. yelling like they owned the place or sth. Grr... i was like staring at them... blardy hell. i think kids these dayz r getting from bad to worse. like everywhere u go, they r noisier and more and more rowdy... making more ppl irritated. i used to like think tt the ppl who called up schs to complain r juz being nubhead complain kings and queens, budden after today, i think i sympathise with them.. cos sometimes, it's juz damn frigging irritating. haha. but oh wellz. speaking of lunch with og.. haha. i think damn farnie today lar... was walking there... then liting kept on complaining abt how hot it was... haha. oh wellz.
sld proly slp earlier tonite, but i'm a bit the lazy to lar. wanna stay online and chat. haha. but i guess there's always tomorrow. and i hafn't done a single scrap of hw since i came home. haha. erps. oh wellz. there's always tomorrow also i guess. haha. and speaking of which, i seriously dunno what's gg to b the timetable for monday... indra told me today tt we wld b hafing floorball session on monday... but i thot tt monday we were supposed to end quite late? haha. oh wellz. can't rily tell rite now can i? haha. guess i'll juz haf to join my og later than usual lor. haha
this is some rily scary test i found on wanchee's blog. i think it's mainly cos it's like super accurate? haha. go to her blog if u wanna do it urself. i'm too lazy to link it here today. haha
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? ( yeh rite.i dun believe this. if u do, then i seriously question ur observation abilities. haha)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (this one arr... i dunno whether to agree or not leh. haha. i guess agree lar. cos i get angry easily. trouble is tt i dun always show it and like to bottle it up. haha)
it's times lidis i miss diary-x like siao. i mean like for diary-x all my posts were one on each page... which rocked. haha. btu now i haf this lousy 5+ posts on one page... so like haf prob doing stuff lar. and long posts r gg to look damn farnie. oh wellz. diary-x is gone alrdy. so no point in crying over it. altho i still miss IT LIKE SIAO!
ok. i think i shall go off and slack alridy. damn damn bored and got nuthin to do. buhbyeez
9:09 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Mebbe in some other life
sigh. i wish i'd have more stuff to do with my life. nuthin much to do with it nowadayz. keep on slacking and mugging and then slacking again. haha. but oh wellz. at least hols r coming and all. haha
ok. today... nuthin much. i think i'm damn bad. been sorta daoing my og in the morning, spending more time with limen and zack in the morning cos they haf cards and all. haha. but oh wellz. nvm i guess. will be able to spend more time with them next wk i guess. haha. anywayz, gj ASt and any1 else i know from last yr's batch of J2s. ahha. but too bad... no no sch day and all... i din know Rj was tt stingy lor. was like rily hoping for a no sch day and all today lor. haha. but oh wellz. nvm i guess. haha
looking fwd to next wk a bit i guess. more bcos i'll b able to slack and it's freeing me of my 2 most piled up dayz next wk. haha. oh wellz. nuthin much else i can look fwd to i guess. everything is juz gg to go on and on and on. haha. oh wellz. and i suspect tt their CIP thingy is gg to b damn screwed up, but tt's not for me to say i guess. haha. oh wellz
i wonder if i sld bring my camera next wk. not the lousy olympus one arr... i'm talking abt the uber pro camera which i bring for photog meetings. haha. i still dunno how to use it properly. will spend the whole of the holidays learning i guess. haha. keeps my life more interesting . haha anywayz i think i'm proly gg to b quite bz during the hols and next wk is definitely gg to b quite bz... O2 on monday and tues, then band concert on friday and SNGS funfair on sat. haha. haf to work out with lawry where to meet up b4 gg there lor. otherwise i get lost then he bomb and we all die. haha
ok liao. tomorrow got maths quiz. better go and mug. hafn't been rily doing well for the tests i've had so far. better buck up liao. haha. buhbyeez
7:58 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Another CCA. omg
lolx. today nuthin much happened lar. i enjoyed my life. had soccer for PT and some trg. not as bad as ytd, but still quite tiring. and i am currently in total pain. sigh. haha. oh wellz. nvm i guess. hmm... what else to talk abt for lessons? nuthin much i guess. oh yeh! i rmb. i seriously hate the stupid GP tutor lar. i mean like i say sth... and then she helps me to paraphrase to only one word, then the best part is tt she asks me to explain it all over again, which i alridy did. Zzz. i hate this. haha. but oh wellz. what to do?
aiya. nvm. anywayz, after sch, slacked arnd for like umm... 1 hr plus. haha. din eat lunch with og today. promised toon wen to eat lunch with her and enghui today.. then she came and told me she ate alridy. i think i rmbed wrongly. ahha. but oh wellz. nvm i guess. and then the both of them went off to buy stuff and daoed me... =S haha. but oh wellz. nvm i guess. entertained myself watching Pok attempt to win 5 hearts with 5 cards from the hearts suit. haha. oh wellz. damn farnie to watch lar. haha
ok. what else to talk abt? haha. umm... first aid was quite fun. haha. played cards with toon wen and enghui and some other girl b4 the session. haha. and i won! =D can't rmb whether it was both the games or one of the games. haha. but oh wellz. dussen rily matter does it? haha.
ok. i think nuthin else to talk abt liao. first aid seems to b like some damn nice club. if i can't manage, drop astro and keep first aid and photog and of cos, my all time favorite, recre floorball. haha. ok. shall go and mug alridy. buhbyeez
6:05 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<