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Thursday, March 29, 2007
a bad wk
everything this wk seems to suck a lot. no mood to study, comp gaming sux, everything juz plain bad la
mebbe i'm juz being emo or sth lidat. mebbe i'm juz getting old. i miss some things in life. n they arent going to come back. no one's fault. i guess. it's juz life. nth ever stays the same. anger... lol. anyway, h3 chem test tmr
got back some of my results alridy. havent done well at all... esp for bio. if i do well for chem which i sld b getting back tmr, i'm going to laugh. LIKE DAMN LOUDLY. cos i think i failed chem. so anything above 50% is going to b damn hilarious. esp since the paper i tot i did well for i flung. aka BIO. thanx for nth goddamnit
ok. nth more to say. still havent told my parents yet. wanna wait for a gd paper to come back first. or sth. i'll tell em tmr anyway, not going to drop all 5 papers on them at the same time. a bit suicide, esp since i dunno hwo i did for gp n maths. Zzz
hope i get at least 2 As this time.
next aim. MUST GET A FOR ALL PAPERS IN MIDYRS. DONT CARE IF I HAVE TO DIE. A LVLS ARE TOO CLOSE ALRIDY.
i think i juz need to prove to myself my science papers can not only get As, they can score high and well as well...
well. guess that's abt it. adios amigos
8:19 pm
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
fuggit
i screwed up my maths today. again. it was one of those papers u can get full marks for but u nvr cos u screw it up stupidly. which i did. again. wth
thanx for nth really. life sux. wonder why the hell there's any need to live.
anyway, tmr's the last paper. after h2 chem, there's nth left. n i'm gg to take a damn long break after that so that i can like finally relax n let myself recuperate. havent been slping well altely. Zzz
kk then guess its time to go off n start mugging chem
some things nvr change. for everything else, well... go frag urself.
5:26 pm
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
mugging
nth to talk abt today. juz wasting time until the next episode of naruto dls finish from youtube. juz started watching btw, proly not a v gd time, but wadeva la. its sth to do besides sitting arnd n wasting my life...
mugging rox, cos i'm almost done. havent touched econs, which i plan to do over sat n sun. no point doing now n forgetting everything in the end. bio finished everything except organisation of pro n eu karyotes. so yay! chem left only organic chem. so abt half left i guess. havent practiced yet tho... zzz
maths started practice le. so on the whole, guess i'm doing quite ok
cant get my mind off someone for this whole wk. wonder what's gg on with the world... my handphone has been off for almost 5 days in a row, with today being the 5th day. god noes how many useless msgs alridy clogging up the thing. n besides that, dunno how many actually useful ones! yay. lol
ok. nvm. sld spend more time mugging, budden i cant concentrate lately. zzz. anyways, guess i'd better get back to my show. luckz for all the noobs who r going to b taking common tests next wk! yay. including me. LOL. best of luck to us all. dun die too badly.
the key to dying is to do it looking gd! =>
n i did it looking gd ^^ buhbyeez
9:01 pm
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Zzz
some funky weird test i did after reading yiwen's blog
At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.
You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.
Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.
The tension that you are experiencing at this time is perhaps due to physical and/or mental frustration. It would appear that you are not appreciated and as a consequence, the situation is most disagreeable. You seek personal recognition and the appreciation of others to compensate for the lack of like minded people with whom to ally yourself. You would like to surrender and merge with others but your inherent self-restraint makes it difficult for you to open up. This disturbs you as you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You want to be liked, admired and appreciated for yourself.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.
u can take the test here. http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm
kkzzz
that's what i got for some weird test i found on yiwen's blog... BETA!!! try this test n i'll uh... dunno do sth. lol. dun wanna hear references abt tests i did in antiquity. lol. so yeh. try to like joke abt my test results like when i can still rmb them. heh. jkjk.
still... guess that this test is true. i am feeling uptight n all. Zzz. anything la. dunno what else to say. nightz
11:11 pm
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
sth fishy
zzz. i think there's sth gg on in class that i dun particularly wanna get involved in. dun wanna say names or anything. but yeh. lol. its times lidis that i'm juz glad that ppl i'm close to aren't either super emo or super sensitive. guess we all gotta start looking on the bright side of life la. anyway, more or less expected this to happen this yr, what with all the stress n everything. shall juz keep me head down n attempt to stay ignorant as long as possible.
but seriously. i find that it's like when u attempt to stay ignorant, n juz appear that u dunno what's happening, u get an easier time. no one comes after u for answers or anything, or consult u. dun haf to think so much. proly seems like me being an apathetic s.o.b. budden i dun gif a damn. this yr really mentally n physically drained alridy. so yeh. juz wanna conserve energy for as long as possible. can't possibly fix the entire world. there's only so much anyone of us can do. muz keep my head down...
A'lvls came out ytd. wonder how clifford did. haha. my other frenz did quite well i think. so quite ok la. definitely better than i'll ever hope to get this yr. so oh wells. next yr's gg to b my turn, so i guess i better start mugging properly sometime soon, before i get owned next yr as well ><
haha. ok then. i think it's time to go off. all names were censored so that no one noes whom i'm talking abt. YAY
buhbyeez
10:23 am
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
Zzz
i find this unnatural. havent been able to correct my blog template for some weird reason
shall get down to the bottom of this soon. LOL
8:48 pm
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