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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
yawns
ok. so i shall continue on yay. last friday went to watch james bond with family since i had time. but the show sucked. thanx a lot amelia... i clda watched happy feet... AHHHH!!! and yes i agree with the newspaper that there's juz sth abt penguins which r so cute. lol. tt sounded paedophillic. mebbe some1's bad influence rubbing off on me liao >< badbadbad...
so ya. i mean, it was ok... the action sequences were gd. the girls were bad... ya. a james bond movie with lousy looking girls (to me at least) man. that's like rock bottom. it's like end of the world. but yes. that's what happened... at least to me ><
after the show, mucked arnd a bit b4 gg for dinner n then home. sat i spent the day mostly running abt looking for stuff. same for sunday, since we r like leaving this wed for thailand, n my mum happily like 'discovered' that she trashed my suitcase. n they JUZ had to decide to use mine >< (sarcasm)what a string of coincidences (/sarcasm)
ANYWAY, ya. got a new suitcase, whcih i suppose is recompense for the wasted time walking arnd. n that ends last wk, proly the busiest wk of the hols ><
then this wk. monday, went for floorball training. can understand how SMRT can have a major competitor n still b unable to flush it out after so many yrs man. we were at kallang. the mrt station. walked to take bus to Valhall, which is where we r like training rite now during the hols. the frigging bus took like HOLY 1 hr juz to come. cos the bus driver din start driving. like MAN?! 1HR? n i tot 410 was bad >< this takes the prize man
then ya. training was gd. at least i tot so. managed to do some shots with my hitman. but it's like feels different. i got no problem with spot shots, drag shots, even can do a damn weak lousy slap shot with salming. but can't do any of that with my other stick. only an occasional slap shot n drag shots which can't get off the ground. muz bend my blade liao. lol. otherwise no way gg to anywhere...
then today. shid la. feeling damn pissed still. it's like NELSON din come. cos he was 'stuck' in sch. ok la. he really was held up. so we had no goalie. then in a rare moment of inspiration, i volunteered to take his place. WOW!!! my debut as floorball goalie. let's go baby. i think it was like probably the worst thing i've ever done. was hoping for sth like indra's first time as goalie. against opponents who take shots from places u can cover. my first save was ok. saved a long shot. then SOME OF THE Mj guys. i still dunno who. KNOW HOW TO TAKE SLAPSHOTS...
it's like close shots i seen b4, n got defend against b4 against chee meng on fridays. drag shots also... then it's like ?! SLAPSHOTS? those r like damn rare, n usually only chee meng does those, occasionally. on fridays, n i nvr saved one b4, usually nvr got into last man at all when he fired those. altho he hasn't done any recently. quite certain he did one b4 tho. lol
ok. no sense mucking abt it. i think i screwed up. long shots, super fast n accurate. i din even see them. n they all juz slipped past me. was like running arnd for the close shots, more likely dragging myself arnd. but i still let in a hell lot. sigh. then it's like block block block. then injured abt 4 fingers. n my wrists. n my knees were screaming in pain. i can't kneel for too long cos my knees will scream in pain. but still piah. then 2nd n last period, i really cannot liao. then the goals went in like crazy. n all mostly nth i cld do to stop at all... like nvr even saw them coming... WTH
ok la. i think tt's abt it la. they said i did quite well for first time. but shid man. if it was a soccer goal with a bigger ball, i know i can def stop the shots... floorball... so tiny. alotta times i din even see the blasted ball... juz hope for the best n throw myself or my hands at the ball...
really respect nelson rite now man. but wadeva. nth to say. haha. screwed up. shall go find sth to smash. grrrr
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
Red Cross APRC thingy (cont)
so yup. now it's day 3. n i forgot to post the past few days. oops
DAY3:
so day 3. which is mostly like the last day alridy. cos it's like nth else much to do. spent most of my time in the main hall. which was bad. hahaz. cos main hall either haf to stand for damn long, or haf to hide behind a screen, which is kinda stupid. but yeh. lolz. so anyway, we were all hiding behind this stupid screen, sitting there n slacking. then like someone got some paper. again. we did this on day 1. also. n i think a bit on day 2. not sure. so get paper, start writing. start writing, then quite happy. except we were doing stupid stuff like sketching, which was ok. except we all suck at sketching. then playing hangman. which i owned with my X-wing VS TIE fighter. NO ONE ASKED THEM TO PLAY COMP GAMES LORH. heh. n no one asked them to tempt me... gif some random thing like grand theft auto which i slda guessed but it juz like slipped my mind. was thinking sth along the lines of the frozen throne ><
so yeh. then erm went out for lunch with rina n syahid. yay. went to kfc, then went back myself to the hotel. haha. then eat eat eat. then after that, back to work. ahh rite. the part which sorta pissed me off totally. they had a problem with the ppt, cos they wanted it to run. so ya. i offerred to automate it totally for them, so they can like decide on the timing n all. so easier for them, easier for me as well. then every1 happy. so yay. so automated the whole thing in a record time of abt 5 to 10 minutes. not my fault i pro at only ppt if pro at nth else. been doing ppt for almost 10 yrs alridy lorh. ahaz. so yeh. automate, then they tell me to scrap it at the last moment, cos it's like useless alridy. haix. oh wellz. nvm
so ya. then the speakers all talked quite weirdly, n one din show me the script, n he had sentences flying in all over, n nvr flag me. so i haf to like copying lidat, peep over his shoulder at the script. hahaz. oh well... damn stupid. at least i din look very stupid i guess. haha. thena fter that, the same stupid running arnd with the mike so that ppl can answer. why they can't juz like walk to the center microphone on the stand is beyond me, but too bad. nth much i can say. they like it that way, then haf to b that way lor. haha
so yeh. then stephen told us he wldn't b doing wiht us anymore on the last day. quite sad cos he's been rily nice n all, but yup, can't say anything. rc not happy he there too long, so too bad lor. haha. took some pictures wiht him, which i currently dun haf =S cos they r with him, not with me =s shal attempt to get them from him one day, when i go to red cross hse or sth. hahaz
ok then so that ends day 3. yay
DAY4
so went down again. day 4 quite sianz. cos all the time in the main hall again, n we again doing random stuff like hangman ><>
so ya. then i finally caught on to what indra was doing... going arnd poaching badges from the delegates. lol. budden feel a bit paiseh doing that. haha. so yeh. din rily poach. so yup. nvm la. haha... oh ya. which reminds me, at the end of the entire thing, we were all in the main hall, then i brought my camera, n took a lotta coolio picts. shall post them here
pict of me n the gals, lol. all nice ppl. shahyid isn't here cos he was doing the camera stuff. notice the image is blurry =P shaky hands. heh
malcolm n i. the guy rox man. seriously. damn nice guy. which reminds me. i was sending him the photos today n he spent 5 minutes trying to clear up who i was. almost tot i got the wrong msn addy O.O n he's looking for gd lobang for guinea pigs. so ya. any1 got, tell me n i pass him msg. haha
yup. me n shahyid in the secretariat. being screwed up. tried to find him malaysia. but cldn't find. n i wanted to write chairman mao on the china paper, but din noe if they wanted it back. hahaz. oh wellz. n he still hasn't come online for his photos. UGH. oh wells. haha. N I WANT THE REST OF MY PHOTOS!!! WHICH R ON HIS CAM -.-"
so ya. after photo taking, was hanging arnd then pierre duplessis came in. i think tt's how u spell his name. he's another of the delegates i really respect. quite a nice guy, so ya. then he was giving out canadian red cross badges. shall post a pict of it another time. really damn nice. haha. n damn lucky to get one. some of the other ppl din get any at all. hahaz. oh wellz. luck
after that, went for floorball. started to rain, so oh wellz. waited, then started playing. UWC is quite gd la. but i think we clda done better. missed a lotta chances at scoring goals. was on the same line as marcus, tongs, indra, teh n aber. oh ya. then naeem joined us later. so yup. i was playing striker at first O.O muk's idea. but i dun haf stamina to sneak past them that day. dunno why also. but i guess not as easy as sneaking past teachers, cos it's like the UWC guys r big. as big as me some of them. not that they r fat la. but juz damn well built. so ya. n they kinda pushy. so i dun dare to go out on a fast break. wait get dao poked or sth. then some guy was being pushy on me. then i juz pushed back. n the guy fell. lol. kinda evil. then ya. got pulled back to defense at last. thankfully. then did quite a gd job i think. at least tt's what marcus was saying, dunno how i really did. but ya. at least we din lose any goals. except for 1 which was pure bad luck for us. then marcus scored the team's only 2 goals. juz damn magic. haha.
so yup. think we all played hard. my first actual game, n def can improve a lot. esp on sprinting. but well.. life's lidat i guess. juz haf to do my best. haha
k then
this post has taken me like an hr to type. omg. n it's long. which is gd. haha. i like long posts. yay
shall blog abt everything else which happened this wk later. for now, slp n then tmr got floorball. nights
10:09 pm
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
Red Cross APRC thingy
so ya. after so long being tired, i decided i'd post this up. yay
spent the whole of this wk, from monday to thurs at grand copthorne doing plenary for asia pacific conference. since i'm more or less dead, i shall do day 1 n 2 today, n do 3 n 4 tomorrow. yay! ^^
DAY 1:
get to grand copthorne. met the gang of ppl who r doing with me n our overall IC, stephen. yay! haha. ok la. mixed bunch mostly. me n indra from Rj, stella n cheaun fong from Nj, then Shayhid *sth lidat i think* n rina from Ij. ok. yay. but first day was a killer, got there at 730am, then move stuff in btn sesisons, stand up the whole time. yup. quite tiring. all of the peeps quite nice la. at that time. lol. as in tt's what i tot at tt time. lolz
had lunch there, some weird stuff. only rmb a lot of vegetables. oh ya. n got mushroom potato gratin. so ok la. quite nice. oh wellz. but only a bit of food left, n since i'm primarily a carnivore, so yup. i juz ate the meat, n the potato mushroom gratin. what was left of it at least. hahaz. then ya. the delegates have morning tea, break (i call it recess), lunch, tea, and then dinner. lolll. all got quite a lotta food. except for morning tea, cos they usually juz had breakfast juz b4, so ya. so yup. ate quite a bit since we can join in for everything except for lunch. n i drank a hell lotta tea. n coffeee... LOL
dun really rmb much of the other meals, juz that they were mostly nice. haha
then at like 530, went home. after my first plenary session. got to know malcolm. *think tt's how his name is spelt... haha* he's some guy who's doing part time for the company which is doing this function. so gd la. haha. talk quite a bit of rubbish with him n indra. haha. so yay
OH RIGHT!!! wait. fun stuff happened in the plenary room. that's their small group session. was in charge of this room called galleria. it was like damn full. n the delegates kept spilling water, cos the distance btn rows was a bit small, so when they move, then their asses sometimes walk into the jugs. so ya. oops. they did it twice. LOL
ok. next day. DAY 2:
went to the place. again. this time at 8am. haha. started in the big ballroom again, and then yup. stuff happened. had 2 sessions in the plenary again. lolz... so yup. but this time, cannot be outside, so have to b inside all the time. this was after tea. yup. so lemme see... one after break, then one after afternoon tea. lol. oh wait. the first main session. man. that guy is gd. he was talking abt viruses and stuff lidat, n he did in until i cld understand it. i mean, ya i supposed to b able to understand cos he take bio, but as in he said it very simply. man he's gd. some jap doctor i think. haha
the one immediately after break was quite bad, cos it was like they all had a lotta ppl. indra became assistant repretoire, since they din have one. then i bcam mouse clicker, cos i told prof goh that i cldn't type fast enof, which is more or less the truth. he ended up writing in the end, so too bad. haha. besides, dun wanna spoil other ppl's laptop la. wah lau. i type damn violently when i type fast. so ya. quite scary. sometimes at least. my parents always say i damn vicious with the laptop. haha. then after that, they all want a wireless mike, so i have to go n get for them. then this that, end up running all arnd passing them the mike. but at least they got acknowledge my effort. so quite ok i guess. haha
then i stayed with indra while they sorted out the stuff. then erm. went out to macs for lunch. cos they all say no more provision of food, so have to go out to eat lor. haha. so yup. food food, then bought back to eat, cos not enof time mah. haha. then the 2nd session. wah i really suay man. when i arnd so much stuff happen. when not arnd, nth happen at all... lol. so ya. then erm. do stuff do stuff. then indra n i left quite early to go support girls for floorball. so ya.
went to UWC. girls team only got 8 players. omg. so few. haha. so we allowed to play. then we all there. UWC girls r damn scary man. esp the ang mohs. they play like guys lidat. we all allowed to field 1 guy on field with 4 girls. then they all like tackle like guys, push n everything. if a guy, n i got the ball, i juz push back, let him go n die. fall down, break his arm whatever, i dun care. budden girl leh. dun dare. anyway was on for only a while. budden everytime got a guy, they all like despo or sth. at least 3 girls go for the guy one. then the girls also seriously sometimes a bit nervous. a bit cannot make it, so we lost like madly bad. 8 - 2 i think. lol oh ya. indra's pinkie got wacked manly badly. n he was playing goalie. haha. LOL. like how is that supposed to happen, since ur not supposed to snatch the ball from the goalie... but whatever man. haha
so ya. after that, sat down n talked, then went back to dover MRT then left from there, n went home to slp. so yup
no picts for first 2 days yet. will put them up another day. yay! at least day 4. cos i only brought my camera then. hahaz
ok la. time to go watch bleach! yay! haha. byebye
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Friday, November 10, 2006
ugh
hmmz. this is weird. i'm feeling pissed off for some entirely strange and not very sane reason. like seriously. i've got totally no idea why i'm feeling pissed off. but oh wellz. who says i gotta b sane 24/7/365?! ya. if u not happy then well... press the home button on ur internet explorer n get the hell off here rite now. cos i'm not arnd to make u happy. not happy then juz die. faster and better for me also.
lolz. ok geddit under control man. wth is wrong with u. lolz. but seriously. quite weird i'm pissed off all of a sudden. hmmz. lemme see... din do anything stupid today. went back to sch for PW and then had floorball. no goals scored, but hey. i ran quite a bit. i dunno. ah wellz. ball control still needs work. and vision. speed definitely, but at least my timing is getting better, as in during dribbling, altho it's like my tackling has definitely gone down. oh wellz. price of playing only once a wk. haha sigh
anyway, happy note here. PW IS FINALLY OVER!!! YAY. ok. some stuff to say. PW this yr was erm. well bad. not cos i had a lousy grp. actually i think u guys n erm. gals rock. yup. but it's like i juz can't stand this sort of projects, esp when u gotta like do some frigging survey. it sux. i hate it. it's irritating. everytime i ever see a blardy survey, i feel like cursing the asshole who came up with it, who tot of doing a survey. then this time i'm like asking ppl to do my survey. wth. my creed is dun do sth u wun ask some1 else to do. so ya. ugh. blardy hell. but wadeva
so ya. basically i juz really din like the stupid way PW is structured. but it's over, so i'm not gg to complain anymore. yes
haix. so yup. tt's it. PW over, no more tests for this yr, i can get a break, and get on with life. yup. happiness.
so ya. i think i shall continue on with my happy thing from ytd and forget all this anger.
hmmz. watched the prestige ytd. yay. it was quite a nice show. a bit weird at parts, esp when they kept on switching from person to person and all, but ah wellz. can't really say much can i? cos it's like well... how sld i put it? the story line was great, i tot, and better than that, the story was really intense, and i really liked it, even tho i juz read yamies n yip's blog and they din really like it. haha. oh wellz.
anywayz, it's like i guess there are a lot more stuff that i sld b doing rite now. my parents have been bugging me to start studying, but nth much i can do abt that. really really really tired. i mostly juz wanna die. ya. sometimes i guess
ugh. really really really pissed rite now. muz not let this get to me ><
ok so erm. yup. i guess that's all i missed out. inserted some more stuff in the previous post. mostly in the last paragraph only i think. go read it again if u think i missed sth out. yup.
k then. shall go off. buhbyeez
11:35 pm
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the past wk
ok. so it's a bit late to b blogging, but i dun feel like slping juz yet. n some1 hasn't replied my msn yet. as in haven answered my qn, so i shall juz blog n stay up a little more. yay. not tt i slp early nowadays anyway. heh
last wk was madly. whole wk stay in sch n everything. lemme see. can't rmb b4 friday, so shall juz start from then. friday, went back to sch for floorball, fun n poached a couple of goals. so yay. ok. quite tired out from all the running tho. cos it was like quite intense. n i was still barely recovering. so yup. oh wellz. sat was GEP gathering. haha. it's quite amazing sometimes, the weird stuff u can do when ur tgr with ur pals again. haven played soccer like that in a damn long time. sigh. wish we had more time to get tgr. like seriously.
been a yr since i actually played soccer. playing soccer is all well and fun, but somehow there's juz sth missing. sth i din really notice until the other sat when we were all playing. seems like when u play soccer, it's juz not the same when we are all like tgr n playing. the game was quite screwed up. like c'mon. what u expect. playing at the parade square. the ball has a 95% chance of falling to the canteen lvl. then ee chong was running abt n kicking the ball back up, and missing the parade square at like erm. 99% rate. ok. mebbe not tt bad ya. and every1 was laffing like mad. haven laffed that much in a damn long time. haha
guess i miss that quite a lot. that and table tennis, and juz hanging out with the ppl i spent 4 yrs of my life tgr. but every1's all lidat i guess. a lotta ppl haven seen each other, or talked that much to each other. and even more of them haven played soccer tgr in a long time. haha.
oh ya. was playing risk b4 soccer. heh. fortress europe. shid la. sld have taken some risks instead of juz sitting there, with every1 thinking i was the 'threat' when xian ying was the real threat, sitting n south america and building up his army. wth. juz cos i'm in europe and it's in the middle of the map... -.- otherwise wld haf won lor. damn. nvm. next time, i'm gg to chiong australia or africa or south america. no more europe. well... at least not as bad as IZ. almost got pwned. haha...
k sun was PW rehersal. nth much. quite fun to b in sch on a sun i guess. but also quite stupid. sigh... nvm. mon was PW. i think i did quite well. haa. still feeling rather stupid over how i answered my Q&A man. ugh. like who the hell insults urself, but since they liked it. i guess it's all in the result and the effect. showmanship or sth lidat. well. ya. amazing i managed to think of that answer actually, esp the short time and i usually stick to what i know how to answer. well. i took a chance. and i hope it paid off. well... actually i'm quite sure it paid off haha. will juz haf to see how next yr i guess. whee
I&R due tomorrow, and then i'm gg to haf floorball. haha. so fun. whee. but shid la. not enof ppl for a team to play at floorball carn. oh wellz. can't have everything. i'll juz join more comps next yr if there are i guess. too bad this time. almost had enof. got 3 ppl liao. actually can play. budden kin wai cannot make it on the first day. so haf to pull out liao lor. too bad. sigh
ok then. jiayoz to every1 who's still doing I&R like some1 named joyce ong liting who spent 50% of the time from 10 watching prison break -.- *coughs loudly* but yup. mostly juz do faster ok? and yup. luckz with it. and erm. any1 else who has got like erm. OP tomorrow. yup. wanted to wish every1 luck on last sun, and esp myself. heh. but too lazy to come on to blog. sigh. this blogpost seems a bit empty w/o thanking a couple of ppl. namely the ppl named in here, rigep05 for a wonderful sat last wk. yup. and well, faii for organising last sat. haha. yup. ok then. time to slp. buhbyeez
oh rite. this is the insert, and the part above for liting. ya. and erm. some other random stuff which i can't change colour on cos i'm lazy. yes
erm. thanx a lot to daniel and every1 else who was playing soccer. ya. even ee chong. haha. ok that was mean. really made my day playing with u guys again. haven done that for way too long alridy. so ya. rock on dudes! and ya. more card gaming plz. it's life. bridge is life. dun deny it. it's juz LIFEEEEE
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Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong