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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Friday, March 03, 2006
lolx
shid. today was friday... which means the wkends r alridy here.. sigh. all of a sudden wkends seem like damn shidy all the time. i guess cos i spend more time on my hw than on doing anything else. haha. but oh wellz. tt's juz too bad i guess. haha. hmm... mebbe i'll play maple story if parents go out. richard's been bugging me to come on so he can see me. haha. but i'll proly play with my mage, so i doubt he'll b able to see me either way. haha
hmm... pissed off this morning for no reason. but nvm. heck it lar. i've been pissed off for abt a wk or so alridy. mood swings (nods sagely) i think i'm getting old and senile. haha. the other day was waiting for the auntie to gimme more change when she alridy gaf me all the change i was supposed to get. or mebbe my maths is dying... haha. speaking of maths, i think i died-ed for today's test. haha. but oh wellz, nvm.
hmm... i think shi kai and laigono changing sch lar. so sad lar. but i think they might b able to make it back into Rj thru appeal. oh wellz. nvm. move on with life. but if shi kai changes sch, then tt means tt we will haf a new og mate, which might b gd or bad. or r we gg to all get new og mates? hmm... dunno. haha. oh wellz. see on monday lor. haha. it can't b tt bad rite?
seriously feel like ponning Monday and Tuesday, but haha. nvm. i guess. juz go adn sch and enjoy life lor. haha. but ahh wellz. sometimes i find this sorta stuff damn waste of time, but i guess i'll proly complain if we dun haf it either, so i guess nuthin much to say abt either way. ahha
got frigging pissed with this grp of ppl during lunch today with gg, yee sian, liting and mingfang. haha. they were like freaking noisy lar. and it was a blardy public place. yelling like they owned the place or sth. Grr... i was like staring at them... blardy hell. i think kids these dayz r getting from bad to worse. like everywhere u go, they r noisier and more and more rowdy... making more ppl irritated. i used to like think tt the ppl who called up schs to complain r juz being nubhead complain kings and queens, budden after today, i think i sympathise with them.. cos sometimes, it's juz damn frigging irritating. haha. but oh wellz. speaking of lunch with og.. haha. i think damn farnie today lar... was walking there... then liting kept on complaining abt how hot it was... haha. oh wellz.
sld proly slp earlier tonite, but i'm a bit the lazy to lar. wanna stay online and chat. haha. but i guess there's always tomorrow. and i hafn't done a single scrap of hw since i came home. haha. erps. oh wellz. there's always tomorrow also i guess. haha. and speaking of which, i seriously dunno what's gg to b the timetable for monday... indra told me today tt we wld b hafing floorball session on monday... but i thot tt monday we were supposed to end quite late? haha. oh wellz. can't rily tell rite now can i? haha. guess i'll juz haf to join my og later than usual lor. haha
this is some rily scary test i found on wanchee's blog. i think it's mainly cos it's like super accurate? haha. go to her blog if u wanna do it urself. i'm too lazy to link it here today. haha
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? ( yeh rite.i dun believe this. if u do, then i seriously question ur observation abilities. haha)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (this one arr... i dunno whether to agree or not leh. haha. i guess agree lar. cos i get angry easily. trouble is tt i dun always show it and like to bottle it up. haha)
it's times lidis i miss diary-x like siao. i mean like for diary-x all my posts were one on each page... which rocked. haha. btu now i haf this lousy 5+ posts on one page... so like haf prob doing stuff lar. and long posts r gg to look damn farnie. oh wellz. diary-x is gone alrdy. so no point in crying over it. altho i still miss IT LIKE SIAO!
ok. i think i shall go off and slack alridy. damn damn bored and got nuthin to do. buhbyeez
9:09 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong