Sunday, April 30, 2006

lol

so looking back on ytd, ytd morning wasn't rily tt bad. well compared to the rest of ytd, and this morning. i dunno why i'm blogging in the early morning, but i suppose it's mostly cos i'm bored. to death. and there's absolutely nuthin else to do besides mug, which i'm not rily cut out for doing at this beautiful moment in my life. smell the sarcasm.

(shrug) so anywayz, ytd the entire day was basically wasted on doing random stuff like playing maple, doing hw and even worse, attempting to edit my photos. i think i finally managed ot get the basic idea of editing photos. but it's still damn hard, and i think i shall do some funky stuff to them. it's taking longer than it sld, but i can't help it. sld ask qing xiang for some help i think. haha

hmm... i suspect that i pissed some1 off with my slowness last nite, which isn't rily my fault since my brain was totally dead after staring at photos for like 3 hrs straight and not being able to think abt anything at all... besides how screwed up spending a grand total of 12 hrs plus on editing them is. so yeh. sorry again, and lol... dun try to deny it. i know how ppl type on msn, and when u take abt 5 minutes to type out a 4 sentence reply, it speaks of either ur comp hung, ur pissed, or ur tryin to think of an evil reply which isn't as evil as u want it to be. since the reply was neither the first nor the last, it's proly the second. i think explaining my logic is a waste of time, but tt's what i wanna do rite now, which is waste as much time as possible. haha

ok lar. and then uh... woke up this morning with the blardy stupid headache. and i've been thinking abt last nite. quite weird for someone to say that i'm some joker and that i joke too much in sch or on msn. not sure which, i'm still attempting to work that part out. from memory btw since i dun haf msgplus anymore *i miss it like siao. but too bad. messenger beta is more pro* lol. i admit i crap a lot on msn, but i rarely crap in sch, esp since i haven't been talking to this person for like uh... 3 to 4 to 5 wks. pick any of those numbers. i'm too lazy to think abt which one is correct, n i seriously dun think that too much thinking right now wld b gd for me, what with all the headaches and all lol

ok lar. so that's that. i'll think abt it juz as soon as this stupid headache goes away.

sld proly get back to mugging... but i think it's juz gg to piss me off.... everything's been pissing me off lately. even slping pisses me off completely. i think it's more irritation than pissing me off, budden again i guess that i can't rily tell which is which at this moment, sou draw ur own conclusions. it's not my prob.

so far as i can tell, not enof ppl that i know are gg for the chorale concert. i need at least 20 ppl to go with me, since i dun rily like chorale and in the first lace, i dun rily gif much of a damn abt them. sorrie geng rui n gergab and well... any1 else who reads this blog and is from chorale. aha. i've developed an absolute phobia for accapella musix and even worse, i've got an absolute phoba for chorale music. so yeh. sorrie bros. no can do. unless u somehow manage to persuade 20+ ppl to go with me for the concert... or i get a free tix, in whcih case i'll proly manage to go for it. haha.

ok lar. i think the headache's beginning to go away. i think that mebbe blogging helps to make al the emotional pain, psychological pain and what else go away faster. which is proly gd lar. haha. and yeh. tomorrow/tonight's post more reflections on why i'm so screwed up. i think i rily sld take advantage of this momentary flashes of epihany b4 they all go away. buhbyeez

11:42 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Lyrics

Air Supply - All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Sunday, April 30, 2006

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