Saturday, April 01, 2006

a one in a million

ok. i think from tomorrow onwards, i'm gg to use the titles of songs to put onto my titles. or mebbe the chorus or nice phrases. i duno. i'll think abt it tomorrow. or rather, later today. but whatever i guess. haha

anyway, this is what else happened. today. went to sch, and all. and i think i was feeling damn outta place today. for absolutely no reason at all. i suddenly felt damn self-conscious and all. for no reason again. sigh. ok. nvm. whatever. i think i juz dun wanna think abt some stuff rite now. but staying up late dussen exactly help any of tt lar. sigh. i juz wanna stop thinking abt it. alridy more than 1 and a 1/2 mths alridy. why can't i juz pick up and move on?

i think mebbe when sth bad happens, and u rily feel damn disappointed and hurt, everything juz sorta freezes. and worst thing is tt every1 else has to juz go and rub it in. they may not do it consciously, but some of them do it and it hurts. every single goddamn time.

but i'm sidetracking. lemme get back. i went on to do usual stuff, and then no og lunch. liting now has classes until 3. xuan hong daos us all the time, so ignored muahahaha. then yee sian now has chinese until 330 or sth. so next person. GG today can make it, but no one else gg. so og lunch cancelled. so i din go out with my class for lunch, thinking they were gg to haf lunch, until the last moment lor. Zzz. whatever.

haix. then i spent the next 5 hrs doing absolutely nuthin at all. Zzz. i think i sld haf found sth to do lar. but i cldn't think of anything to do. sigh. BUT whatever. hai. and i din go for the H3 talk. i hope yiwen's fren managed to help me get the stuff. i had to go for photog early lar. otherwise then die lor. haha. and today was like. ugh. i dun wanna think abt it

ok. this is how things stand rite now. i'm running for council. and besides tt, i am also running for photography EXco, first aid exco. i think i am gg to kill myself. and the worst thing abt all of it is tt i feel guilty abt gg to haf to drop sth in the end cos i can't haf all 3. this sux

anyway, some1 out there daoed me the whole of today. i'm not gg to name names, but if u read this post. then HI! lol. ok. get on with life. next

anywayz, i still feel quite sad abt all this stuff lar. wld anything haf been different? wld i haf gotten on with my life? i some times juz wish stuff had turned out differently for me. i juz wish i had like this damn gd timemachine. go back and undo the past, but everything has to go on. sigh

the world turns but we are standing still. i think i'm making myself feel miserable, but i guess i can't help it.

ok. anyway, after photog, i saw alan ling in the canteen. haha. he looks quite different, and i'm still kinda in shock tt he can't do a single pullup. but i guess i sldn't be the one to say anythign lor. haha. better start doing trg today alridy. haha

went out to watch ice age 2. i think the movie rox. but i drank too much coke, which is preventing me from slping, which is causing me to think of stuff. which is bad

oh yeh. speaking of which. i almost forgot. after alan left, and we were still playing cards, kawaii asked me abt stuff. yeh. for those who know what it is, gd. it's mostly abt personal stuff. relational stuff and all. in front of ahem lemme see... cheryl neoh, juee and wenxin. lol. i think i better start preparing to pretend to b offline, juz in case, ok. u din see anything. (jedi mind trick)

i think i shall go and slp alrid. today has been a damn llong and sa dday, and i dun rily wanna think abt it anymore. ok. buhbyeez

12:14 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Lyrics

Air Supply - All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Saturday, April 01, 2006

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