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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Saturday, June 24, 2006
god no
lolx. this post is gg to b very very very random. cos for the first time in my entire life i find myself totally unstressed abt an exam coming, n i feel like killing myself for tt. so yeh. SHUDDUP N CHANGE TO ANOTHER WEBSITE IF U DUN WANNA LISTEN!!! not tt i care whether u wanna read either way. stupid.
yawn. exams coming on monday. n i'm still in denial. the date is WRONG. YOU ARE ALL WRONG. THE WHOLE WORLD IS WRONG AND I AM CORRECT. TODAY IS NOT 24th JUNE. TODAY IS 17th JUNE. AND IT'LL BE 17TH JUNE FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR UNTIL 2006 IS GONE!!!!
kk. tt was damn random. lolx. i think i need a better way to let out steam. i mean i suddenly find myself w/o much to learn. usually b4 exams, i get this mad rush to learn stuff. but this time reading everything juz seems like a re-reading session. even for chem. WHICH IS BAD. i think. wadever
SHUDDUP. IT's STILL 17th JUNE.
i think i need to control myself. no mapling until next friday. what a waste of the 2x items drops and 2x exp times. WHAT THE HELL. what a total waste. on the flip side, richard limen n i will b having a 12 hr maple marathon after the 'exams'.
ppl who've been muggign the whole holiday, i say GGXX to u. ppl who haven't, join the club. ppl who like me haven't mugged the whole holiday, n we fail/do badly/die join the club n celebrate tgr. ppl who din mug n do damn frigging well. GO TO HELL. ppl who mugged like mad n failed/died/committed suicide. SERVES YOU RIGHT!!! CRAZY PSYCHOS!!!!! ppl who mugged like mad, n do well, ur still psychos n u ought to consider gg to the Singapore Institute of Mental Health for an EXTENDED STAY which wld last the REST OF YOUR LIFE.
lolx. this wk no way to destress besides juz mapling. i need FLOORBALL. i wANT FLOORBALL. lolx. nvm. lotsa stuff to do.
this is probably the worst way to wish some1 happy bday, on a blardy stupid angsty post which is so disconnected and weird that having some1 wished happy bday here wld juz be weird, but since i wished u via sms like at 12midnite on the day of ur bday with a 3-pg happy bday greeting, i think it's not so bad. hahaz. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENGHUI! =D
ok. lolx. i think it's time to get on with life alridy. N MUGGING. altho i still think monday is like the 19th of JUNE WAD. ~_~ MUG FOR WHAT!!! lolx. nvm. shall do the mugging i was supposed to do then. ><
time to mug. for all the gd it'll do. i'm gg to fail, n my mum will crash my BEAUTIFUL laptop COS SHE IS EVIL AND PSYCHOTIC AND SHE LIKES TO DESTROY MY STUFF!!!!
holy shit. this is damn screwed up. feel like deleting this post, but i've taken abt 1/2 an hr to write it. so delete it i SHALL NOT. shall GO AND MUG. yeSSSSS. GO AND MUG
BUHBYEEEZ STUPID PPL WHO READ UP TO THIS PART. COS THERE'S NTH LOGICAL HERE. THERE ISN'T ANYTHING LOGICAL ABT ME INSULTING YOU EITHER. IT'S JUZ FOR FUN. NOW GO AND DIE. N MUG. AND GGXX YOURSELF
ps. if u read to this part. gd for u, if u din. bad for u. but since u wun read up to this part, u'll nvr noe what u din read. what u dunno can't kill u i guess.
pps. this is what happens when a person who din slp for 24 hrs blogs. if u wanna gain a bit of this exp, try it urself ><
2:26 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong