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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Pissed. very very very very very very pissed. trust me. i AM pissed
ok. so i decided not to blog or maple until the end of the exams. i was wrong. u juz can't keep to everything u say most of the times. cos everything changes, and suddenly ur stuck in the middle of nowhere tryin to kill ppl. yes
ytd's econs was quite ok. was in the afternoon, so i had quite a lotta time to mug. which was gd. and it was quite ez. which was better. but limen confused me b4 the exam with his weird way of mugging factors of supply. ok. mebbe i'm the weird one. so yeh. tt's bad. ><><
today... chem. GGXXXXXXXXXXXX. like yeh. very very very GGXX> bad worse worst. very fuging bad. i think even if i din study, i'd proly do abt as 'well' as i'm gg to b doing rite now. ><><> tt's gg to b so damn nice, after i spent abt 5 days MUGGING CHEM. 30% -.-
FUGGIT. everytime also lidat one. chem tests. do like GGXX badly. WHAT THE BLARDY FAG...
BOKSA CHUBBA. ET CHUTA. KNNBCJBNBAFUF WTF.
i dun even wanna think abt it. for the uninitiated... those were juz a long string of CURSES. like very very very VULGAR CURSES IN CASE U NEEDED SOME EXTRA CLARIFICATION THANK YOU
ugh. dunno why i'm feeling so damn frigging down. every1 said it was hard. wong wen hao said it was hard. aaron tan said it was hard, yit kai said it was hard, Cheryl said it was hard, Limen said it was hard, Faii said it was hard. HECK. every1 i asked said it was frigging hard. so why sld i b feeling bad?
COS IT WAS FRIGGING HARD. IT WAS HARD LIKE A BLARDY STUPID DURASTEEL HARD. YESS. TT'S HOW FRIGGING HARD IT WAS. I FEEL LIKE PUKING RITE NOW. DAMN FRIGGING HARD
fuggit. my health is dead. i drank down like 3 bottles of coke/root beer after the blardy stupid paper. i think ppl were staring at me like i was mad. i feel like crying. but what's there to cry over? the wasted time i spent studying for a paper which i flung cos i suck? WHATEVER. WHAT THE FAGGING BLARDY STUPID IDIOTIC SONOFABITCH HELL
lol. tt felt better . my first coherrent curse. *breathes*
i dun wanna think anymore. if this blog is getting to bcom like enghui's one... where everything is bcoming bad. YES. TT'S THE FUGGING WAY I WANT IT RIGHT NOW. AND U WANNA NOE WHY? COS I LIKE IT. YESS. I LIKE IT. I THINK IT ROX THE WAY IT IS. AND I'M NOT GG TO CHANGE IT BACK. JUZ GO AND DIE. U DUN LIKE IT THEN GO TO HELL. I HATE U. WHY THE HELL ARE U SO STUPID. I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I HATE BLARDY STUPID CHEMISTRY. WHY ARE U SO STUP'IDDDDDDDDD
ugh. i dun wanna think abt this anymore. buhbyeez
9:57 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong