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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
reflection
yeh yeh. i wanted to do this like some long time ago, but was too lazy to do it. so yeh. now i shall attempt to get some time to reflect. but b4 tt, i shall blog abt today. haha. today was quite fun i guess, like din do any mugging. last break b4 the start of the cts. haha. but i did quite a lotta fun stuff. went out with parents the whole day. went for high tea, n then came home. yep. oh went to tiaza on the way also. then there was like i bought a ball for myself, n a ball for lionel, n a bag for my stick. aha. cos me abt $29.90. the bag. can't rmb how much the ball n stuff cost. anyway yeh. i think the bag looks damn cool. wanna buy a new stick, n staring hard at the one which benett tong is using. but unfortunately, it costs $225... rich kid. haha. i'll proly go down to the salming shop another day n take a look at their sticks. but yeh. haha. see first.
so yeh. spent the rest of the day mapling. still looking for the ever elusive ester shield which i still haven't found... despite everything i've been doing. haha. but yeh. tomorrow hopefully will be able to lvl up. wun b able to like do much but i think tomorrow got like 2X equipment drop, so yeh. haha. hope for the best =D haha.
ok. reflection time. i think this holiday has been the most slack one i've ever had, with the possible exception of last december holidays. haa. but yeh. i can't stand the slackiness. now it's like having problem getting back into study mood. haha. been slackking way too much. but yeh. sigh. not much CCA this mth, altho i went back for a lot of floorball. ok. not rily a lot. juz like once a wk. for abt 2 hrs at most. but yeh. it was like damn fun for me at least. haha. so yeh. lolx.
anyway, i din do a lot of mugging this holiday. spent a lotta time slacking n doing useless stuff. so yeh. a bit worried abt the Cts which r juz next wk. but i guess i sld b ok... reading thru all my notes n i din have anything which i din rily understand or anything. chem is a big problemm as always cos it's like i hate to memorise stuff. but i think the biggest problem is well... econs cos it's the first time i'm taking an econs paper, so yeh. a bit worried. haha. hopefully maths can do well again. haha. like i always do. ok. tt was ego. but i guess it's also the truth. haha. oh wellz. haha
ok. so tt's abt it. din go out with frenz, din do a lotta socialising. haha. but yeh, tt's life. haha. sms-ed a lot this whole holiday tho. cos i was incommunicando for a couple of days, n a lotta ppl dun come online during the hols, or r too lazy to come online. haha. sighz. i think i sms-ed abt 100+ sms-es. my dad is gg to b damn GGXX happy when he sees the phone bill, which i hope disappears into thin air. haha. like i told toon wen when she came online for one of her very very very infrequent msn sessions. i think i sms-ed her at least 60+ times this holiday. as in sent her 60+ sms-es. haha. other ppl i think got even more. lols.
ok. i can't think of anything else which i'm supposed to blog abt. shall go n prepare some1's bday prezzie tomorrow. as in finish up. lolx. din noe bday prezzies r this hard to prepare. think abt what's gg to happen later this yr with beta's bday. lol... i think i'm juz gg to wrap up a box of chocs n gif him. he'll proly b happy abt tt. haha. pig. lolx
ok. time to slp. buhbyeez
12:21 am
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong