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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Saturday, July 29, 2006
sigh
haven blogged for several days. i dunno. i'm juz feeling pissed like some weird man nowadays. like i rily dunno la. lol. haha. cos it's like haix. i dunno la. like i think it's mood swings. my mum says that i'm having a depression, but nah... don't think so. i dun have insomia. i think. and i dun feel like killing any1. so yar. whatever la. lol
floorball ytd. yay. so fun. running like a mad man is rily damn enjoyable la. esp when there r like damn few ppl there. haha. cos ytd, dunno what happened. tongs went home early, teh n jx din go, kin wai ponned. went but din change, n indra slacked cos he wanted to mug chem. i think mugging at floorball is like heretical n weird, but i guess it's his choice. not one i'd make myself tho. haha. so yar. we managed to beat the teachers, everytime after they manage to score one goal after face off, and then we re-match or sth. haha.
yay. finally played against alumni ytd. haha. i dunno. i found it slightly easier to play against them than against the teachers, budden i guess it's cos u like aren't tt afraid of being owned by them. cos against teachers, ur marks can get owned. against them, u can't get owned. haha
sigh. some reflections. haha. at last. like is bad for ur health. like sometimes, i wonder what's happening to the world. every blog i go to has some form of angst or anger there. i wonder if the whole world is gg to go to some angsty state with every1 angsting more than they can. lol. will have to see tho. haha. shid la.
reminds me of life in Ri, life in Rj, only that everything juz sux. there's no more table tennis for me, only floorball. and seriously, while floorball is pro and nice, it's juz not table tennis. i can't play it everyday, over and over again. there's juz like this entire amt of stress that i can't get rid of, and there's no way for my to let it off cos it's like i haven gone and done anything with it. table tennis, u juz smash over and over again when ur tt pissed. but i can't do that with floorball, cos i still feel that floorball is much more mechanical than table tennis. table tennis, i play entirely on feel and touch. and juz intuition. go with ur feelings. floorball, u need to think, so see. so u dun rily let go of ur feelings. lol. sounds like USE THE FORCE LUKE! =P
haha. oh wellz., next wk's another wk. which means that i'm gg to have to start working again. wait for wednesday i guess. first and and floorball, haha then will proly b coming home with enghui after first aid since she's still doing tuition at BPS. haha. lolx. at least i wun b lonely on the long rides home...
muz start studying alridy. so yar. time to start. buhbyeez
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong