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Monday, August 28, 2006
sigh
some random surveys i came across on alwyn's blog. quite interesting. haha.
| You Should Rule Saturn |
Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.
You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.
And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.
You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.
You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. |
| You Are a Root Beer Jelly Bean |
You are truly All American and down to earth. You don't have fancy tastes, and you don't apologize for who you are. You enjoy tradition and proven quality. |
| You Are Sunrise |
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. |
| Your Aura is Blue |
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor |
so ya that's abt it. lolz
so funny i haven blogged for so long. it's kinda weird. i guess. haha. like so long nvr blog, n nvr even think abt blogging...
but sigh. dun feel like mugging today. got ficking pissed off today. like murderous tt kind of pissed off. haven come this close to losing total self-control besides today. gimme some wooden boards n i'll make matchsticks out of them. like use bare hands to smash them. tt kind of angry. like mad. killing mad. angry mad. psycho mad. ya. gd thing i din haf a knife or a gun today. i'd have used it. n wldn't haf felt bad abt doing it either
i need floorball. like i need my stick n my ball n a target. i'll do what tongs does when he's crappy or juz plain pissed. aim n fire. ya. but my stick is in the car *forgot to bring it up* n so i can't do any of that
it's days like this which juz make me wanna slp it all away. n i guess it's days like this which make me think seriously abt global domination and getting rid of uncivilised peanuts like some ppl in class. like aim, load, shoot. done. gd riddance. but since i'm too young to be a megalomaniac, i guess that's not gg to happen anytime soon. sigh
oh wellz. back to doing stuff n mapling. actually, mostly mapling. will do stuff tomorrow. my warrior is now lvl 28. soon to b 30. yay. so happy. k then. buhbyeez
6:59 pm
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
late at nite
it's right now 1230 in the morning n i'm blogging cos i've got absolutely nth to do. it's 30 minutes past midite btw, in case u din noe. lol. but i juz told u. argh. wadeva
2nd nite in a row i'm not getting enof quality slp. i wonder what's happening to me. mebbe i'm juz having insomia. mugging today was fun. but bad also. cos like i started all the way from the beginning for organic chem. ALL OVER AGAIN. aren't u all proud of me? i'm gg to pass chem this yr. end of the year. or die trying. budden for a jedi, there IS NO TRY. so yar. do or do not. n since i can't do not, i guess there isn't any choice for me issit? if i wanna go by jedi philo tt is. haha
star wars rox. i'm gg to attempt to expand my collectibles collection soon. mebbe tomorrow. see first
much to do. tired like mad, but once i hit the bed, i'm wide awake. grrr
mugging dussen work this late cos i'm not used to it anymore. used to b able to mug from 12 to 3 in the morning. ugh
mebbe i sld try it again.
lo. i juz realised. my blog entries are getting more and more random n disjointed as the days go by. like wanchee n enghui's ones. ok. wanchee's last time. now juz dying. mebbe i sld make an effort to turn my posts back to bouncy ones.
nah. no time, no energy, too much effort required. i'll juz spend that energy on mugging
k then.time to slp
or rather, attempt to slp
buhbyeez
12:31 am
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
yawn
need to change format alridy. as in the skin. budden i took so long to edit this one, n to build it up, it seems kinda like a waste to juz let it die. sigh. dunno. see how first. def after promos.
i wonder why it is that for all exams, there always aren't days in btn for us to like erm. mug chem. instead, we always have a lotta time to mug bio. last time same thing, except it was history. i mean like wtf la.
but nvm. i'll juz start mugging now. so yes. i guess this is gdbye. for now. n i mean it this time. may blog abt floorball occasionally, but nth else alridy. bye enghui. i noe u read this blog sometimes so yes. nth to read anymore. bye shaun. bye zilin, bye alwyn. by the time u reach this blog, i'll be gone. bye xin yang, bye BenZ, bye mervin, bye yall. i'll be gone liao. see yarz. buhbyeez
8:49 pm
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
yawn
so yes i decided that i wld do some stuff n i ended up doing this weird survey. n yes. it's probably gg to happen cos i get ingrown toenails quite often. so yes. i'm gg to die lidis. OMFG. lol. some1 save me. lol
so yes. die. n then what else? oh yeh. mitchell did some funky test n told me who my dream girl will b. only problem is then there's no fun in finding ur dream girl. so yes. i'm d00med. n hoping mitchell was wrong. muahahaha. lol... kkz then
i think nth else ot say. shall go slp. buhbyeez
9:41 pm
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
yawn
lol. cldn't resist today. so i came on to blog. nth much to talk abt. cos like i spent most of the wk slacking my life off. but yes. i'm officially starting my mugging, so if harder to contact me, i'm sorrie. lol
so yes. today, i went xbox-ing. nt bad for the time i haven played. like seriously. i had like 20 kills, plan had 22, and matthew had 25. han had like erm. 17 or sth. not bad for us la. esp for me cos every1 was sniping using pistols, which in HALO1 is imba. but i can't snipe for nuts, so i was like doing my boomstick. lol. take the boomstick (shotgun), sneak up or juz run at the guy, n then shoot. KABOOM. lol. i still luv the boomstick. but no noobstick (energy sword) so cannot imba my way thru. lol... so ya. managed to gun down han with my pistol, n then killed all the rest with my assualt rifle, which sux most of the time. lol. so yes. haha.
then erm. GBF2 which roxors. cos it's like damn fun, n i imba-ed my way thru. as per normal. cyrus (lol. loser. i'm sure u go n keep on getting killed like 100% of the time. or totally non-effective -.-) n limen on the same team. lol. limen. i'd thot u'd be better by now. esp since u proly touch ur xbox more than me... budden i landed entirely unopposed in ur MOTHERSHIP, after destroying ur frigate, AND THEN I TOOK IT OUT PIECEMEAL -.- like one critical component after another. LOL> and u din even take out MY SHIP. wtf
some random stuff i found on alwyn's blog. which i did. btw alwyn, i juz linked u. lol
| You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
Mermaid | | 67% | Angel | | 67% | WereWolf | | 59% | Faerie | | 50% | Dragon | | 42% | Demon | | 17% |
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
created with QuizFarm.com |
 | You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.
Batman, the Dark Knight | | 75% | James Bond, Agent 007 | | 67% | Indiana Jones | | 63% | The Amazing Spider-Man | | 63% | William Wallace | | 58% | Maximus | | 58% | Lara Croft | | 50% | Captain Jack Sparrow | | 46% | El Zorro | | 42% | The Terminator | | 38% | Neo, the "One" | | 29% |
Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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k then. time to slp. buhbyeez
8:53 pm
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
bored
lol. i've been mugging since like erm. 10 this morning, with constant maple breaks. still a lotta stuff to do, like chem tuitorials which i haven been doing since dunno when. better start alridy. sigh
need to start working. cos otherwise, i'm gg to die. like badly.
lol. i think i sld start filing back up my star wars cards, haven done so in a damn long time. they r piling up like some mad bombs. haha. but oh wellz. i'll do tt later. if i'm still awake i guess. haha
lol. lotsa stuff to do, and even more stuff which i dun feel like doing. sorta regretting joining photog when i dun have time to go down n do either the duties or time to go for the trainings. and best of all, we dun get discounts for when we go to the photography shops. wth. not tt any other photography society has them, but u noe... dreams. lol
go listen to 'all out of love' by air supply when ur free or if ur gf dumped u. ya. ppl say it's gd for that. at least the online songs websites. dunno why tho. haha.
lotsa stuff to do liao. better get started. i spent most of the day doing h3 chem revision, when there isn't a single h3 chem test this yr. wtf. i think i'm gg mad. budden again, it was quite fun doing it so ya. lol. i think i better get my priorities straightened out. lolx
k then. since there's no one online, i might as well get offline alridy. and go n slp earlier. haven been slping well for the past few nitez, for some weird reason, so yes, i'll slp earlier tonite. nitez. buhbyeez
9:41 pm
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
yawn. bored and tired.
my cleric is finally lvl 48. after a long time training my archer. he's only lvl 31 tho. lol
a lotta stuff to do which i dun wanna do
bought some more star wars trading cards. can own now.
time to slp
whoever that is tagging, i'm more than 3/4s sure it's not azrin. but i'm too lazy to delete
not much sense in blogging but it's sth i'd prefer to stoning
as in stoning using stones. not staring at sth blankly. yes
will blog abt mitchell's psychology profiler some other time.
time to slp i guess. but there aren't much more options for me are there? lol
life sux n no one can deny it.
i think i better go off now
sorrie for randomness. nth much to say
buhbyeez
9:44 pm
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
sucks
ok. it's less than like 52 days to examinations. n i think i better start mugging.
woke up today n i suddenly felt like there's totally no point in working, no point in being nice to ppl, no point in taking any crap from ppl, no point in even tryin to be a nice person. so YES. i'm not gg to do any of that anymore. i'm sick of it all. juz like leave me alone. and dun come n bother me. gimme some space n juz get the hell out of my fricking life. i juz want quiet.
i haven been myself this entire yr, tryin my best to b nice to ppl n being 'sociable'. i think there's no need. i'll juz keep to my small gp of frenz n b happy. there's no point in being nice when every1 arnd u is juz looking for an opening to backstab u.
i guess i slda seen it from like feb alridy. but i was hoping that ppl wld mature within like mths after sec sch. i mean, after all. like add one yr to ur life is a lot. well for me at least. but yes. there's no use in being a nice guy. so yes. i'm gg to b myself from now onwards. go home immediately after sch, unless i wanna play cards or i got CCA. mug like a mad dog. read star wars 24/7 n catch up on my research. *alwyn, i still dun believe that there's such a thing as the Eclipse. read Darksaber. THE EXECUTOR BANKRUPTED THE EMPIRE but yes, i'll research on tt as well*
lol. sometimes i wonder whether i'm being a sith liddis. i mean like it's all fine to b sociable with ppl, but i guess this whole yr i've been acting more like some social animal rather than myself. i need to find my center. i need to see mountains. i need to see trees. mostly i juz need to get away from all this and find myself and who i really am. so yes. none of that anymore. i'll juz have to sit down n meditate. draw a meditation center and center myself. lol
so yes. i dun think i'll b blogging anymore. this is like my lowest low this entire yr, and it's occuring on a sunday. i've got a ton of work i gotta do, and another ton of work which i juz want to do. and there's not enof time in btn for me to do anything else. so yes. no more mapling after this wk. for that matter, no more comp games at all.
everything's gg to b cut down. no more floorball on fridays. except for this wk. CCAs only once a wk. i gotta start studying. sorrie photog. i guess that means u'll b marginalised. i noe i haven been gg for meetings, mostly cos i got H3 chem n i nvr noe whether u all end at 6 or 7. n no one sms-es me at 6, even tho i begged ppl to do it, and i dun wanna rmb. so yes. time to go now
one last time in a long while, buhbyeez
12:46 pm
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
Rjc Scholarship Day
so anyway, i went for scholarship day today. n since zilin asked me to blog sth abt my thots, some time ago, i shall. lol
u noe. sometimes i wonder why they have scholarship days. i mean yes sure it's all well and gd to let ppl noe that there r scholarships out there and that they have sth they sld b aiming for, isn't it kinda useless when the scholarship ends up to be more of a publicity stunt to get ppl to apply for the scholarship instead of like telling the ppl the criteria? tt's what happened today for quite a couple of the ones i went for. they were like more interested in getting ppl to like sign up for a scholarship, or ratehr, to join up for a scholarship, rather than to like tell ppl what it took to get onto tt scholarship. for us J1s, the impt thing sld b like letting us noe the requirements for getting the scholarship of our choice, so that we can like work towards it, instead of telling us how happy and nice life after the scholarship while serving our bond is. i mean like wth la. but yes
so yar. tt was how i spent my entire day. in sch. at scholarship day. ok mebbe not the entire day, but still a sizable portion of my day. what a way to spend the day ><
and yes, since i still have a lotta time to waste, i shall blog abt other stuff. according to limenwei, tang swee noi left s'pore to go to teach at some weird international sch in indonesia. so yes. another one of my teachers from last yr has juz left RI after my batch. i guess it seems rather sad. at the end of last yr, we were all still more or less joking abt how we wld still b able to say hi when we walked across the road, literally. but with all tt, one after another, the teachers r all either leaving s'pore or transferring out. ah huat also left, so yes. life is bad. haha. ok i dun wanna talk abt this anymore i guess. so yess all the best ms tang, if u happen to randomly b surfing the internet n see this or sth. lol
k then i dun wanna blog anymore. a lotta stuff i gotta do. which i haven dun in a looooonnng time, so yes, i shall do all of tt RITE NOW. so yes. buhbyeez
7:53 pm
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Friday, August 04, 2006
random stuff which i'm talking abt
ok. so floorball today. it was bad... lol. pain. all over again. lol. i think i'm damn GGXX sldn't have played floorball today with all the pain that i'm having. LOL. but i cldn't resist. so yar. i was playing... lol so yar. pain. all over now. the price of pain. LOL. ok then. haha
so yar. sigh. another down spot today in my life again. haha. don't ask me why. feeling quite depressed over the whole set up thing of life. like how ti'his goes and how tt goes, and the fact that i'm aching all over for almost this entire wk la. but sigh. what else can i say? i rily can't say anything. fun fun fun. floorball was fun, today n on wed, so yar.
but i think time to actually start mugging n finishing hw liao i think. haha; so yar. from next wk onwards, cca all muz cut down alridy. like seriously. muz cut down as much as possible. so i got more time to go n like do work. cos seriously. MUZ WORK. YESS
resolution. WORK AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. YES
so yar. ok., done. with tt. nth else to talk abt. so yar. i'll go off now. buhbyeez
9:27 pm
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
ouch
so yar. i haven been rily bothered to blog lately. too damn bz n tired. n i rily dun rily care much for blogging. like i dun have tt much time to come online nowadays, n i'd rather play guitar when i'm online. much nicer and at least i'm getting better. a bit. i think. haha
but yar. i'll juz blog abit abt today i guess.
had PE today. wassen tt bad. training. but yar. i GGXX-ed myself. dun ask how. i'll tell u. i went to weights rm, n saw dumbbell. 5kg labelled on one side. thinks. hey. i do 5kg weights at home. hehe. then pick up and do. 1st one, ok. 2nd, not too bad, 5th one. dying. 8th one, gone case. last one. OWWWWWW!!! FUG. same thing for left arm. so yar. like DOOM. haha
then next thing is this... i suddenly realise i'm doing a 10KG WEIGHT!!! like omg. cos like 5+5 = 10... OMG. no wonder... n i was wondering whether i had juz bcom weak. LOL
kkz then haha. so yar. tt's tt. n now i shall talk abt other stuff. PW today. ok i guess. i think i pissed jenna off a bit but lol. i got defense. i slpt at like 4 for the past 2 nites. tonite gg to do the same. practicing guitar. rily can forget what time it is man. haha
then ok. first aid, waste of time. enghui did sth weird to her head. i think she either got attacked by indra when i hadn't arrived at first aid, or she got tackled during judo yesterday. which wld explain her presence online and the fact that she voluntarily msn-ed me. well.. there's a first time for everything i guess. well. not rily first time, but yar. lol
k then. other stuff. floorball owned me. so after i had the early morning stuff, which gave me upper body pain, i then had floorball, which owned my entire lower body. so yar. GGXX
k then. i think i shall go off alridy. shall go n spam my anger somewhere else. buhbyeez
8:49 pm
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
