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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Rjc Scholarship Day
so anyway, i went for scholarship day today. n since zilin asked me to blog sth abt my thots, some time ago, i shall. lol
u noe. sometimes i wonder why they have scholarship days. i mean yes sure it's all well and gd to let ppl noe that there r scholarships out there and that they have sth they sld b aiming for, isn't it kinda useless when the scholarship ends up to be more of a publicity stunt to get ppl to apply for the scholarship instead of like telling the ppl the criteria? tt's what happened today for quite a couple of the ones i went for. they were like more interested in getting ppl to like sign up for a scholarship, or ratehr, to join up for a scholarship, rather than to like tell ppl what it took to get onto tt scholarship. for us J1s, the impt thing sld b like letting us noe the requirements for getting the scholarship of our choice, so that we can like work towards it, instead of telling us how happy and nice life after the scholarship while serving our bond is. i mean like wth la. but yes
so yar. tt was how i spent my entire day. in sch. at scholarship day. ok mebbe not the entire day, but still a sizable portion of my day. what a way to spend the day ><
and yes, since i still have a lotta time to waste, i shall blog abt other stuff. according to limenwei, tang swee noi left s'pore to go to teach at some weird international sch in indonesia. so yes. another one of my teachers from last yr has juz left RI after my batch. i guess it seems rather sad. at the end of last yr, we were all still more or less joking abt how we wld still b able to say hi when we walked across the road, literally. but with all tt, one after another, the teachers r all either leaving s'pore or transferring out. ah huat also left, so yes. life is bad. haha. ok i dun wanna talk abt this anymore i guess. so yess all the best ms tang, if u happen to randomly b surfing the internet n see this or sth. lol
k then i dun wanna blog anymore. a lotta stuff i gotta do. which i haven dun in a looooonnng time, so yes, i shall do all of tt RITE NOW. so yes. buhbyeez
7:53 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong