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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Monday, September 04, 2006
life
well every1's been talking abt it. as in life in general. esp ppl like miki, yiwen n eugene., altho it's more to do with gd guys getting missed or sth lidat. can't rily rmb. n i'm not exactly in the best frame of mind to think abt it rite now. mebbe later.
but ya. juz heard that steve irwin from croc hunter died in some weird encounter with a stingray. lol. seems kinda weird that he'll die from a stingray. i mean it's like ask any1 to put up a list, n crocs will b higher than stingrays in terms of deadliness. but he survived crocs to get owned by a stingray...
weird i guess. but tt's life. it sux. n contrary to what miki might say, life is not an rpg. it's juz a stupid twisted version of poker where you nvr win. u juz lose. it's how badly u lose. every second u live, u lose. sth. more with the longer secs. less with the shorter secs. but U still lose in THE END. yes.
so life sux. end of story. qed
n yes. to answer yiwen's point abt gd guys getting passed over or wadeva. tt's juz poker hand. i dun think it's exactly fair for me to keep on getting ownage poker hands or bridge hands w/o rigging the deck. i get a pro hand 1 out of 4 hands, n win 3 out of 5 bridge games, on average. that's a better than average stat. so is tt fair? nope. is it possible? yes. is life anything more than a poker hand? probably not. hey. i cld die juz sitting here. typing this. n u cld die juz reading this.
i hope no one who knows me quite well reads this post. they'll proly either freak out, think some1's hijacked my blog, or that i'm gg thru a depression. problem is neither haijacking nor depression has happened to me. yet. i think. nvm. dussen matter. the point is that. there is no point. n there's no way to buy out of this crazy poker hand life's dealt u
unless u die
but juz dun say i told u to do it. cos i din.
u get a lousy hand, u bluff. until u win. if ur gd, u win. if u suck, u die. end of story. get a life. or a better way to play ur poker hand. noob
ok. end of story. buhbyeez
10:19 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong