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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Monday, September 18, 2006
suddenly everything seems to be so quick and slow
sometimes i juz sit here and wonder whether i made the right choices in life. like seriously. like did i do the right thing 7 yrs back stopping piano? did i do the right thing tryin to pick up guitar on my own out of the blue? am i doing the right thing not mugging right now to do this stupid post?
self doubt is all gd i guess, but it's kinda redundant when u come to think abt it. unless ur a person with a severely flawed understanding of urself. in which case u better hope to god u get a better one of urself. otherwise even when u kill urself, or get killed, u'll b asking urself why.
some stuff juz keeps on flashing thru my mind rite now. like how sometimes the wrong choice seems to be correct in the end. like prokaryotes n eukaryotes. i clda finished mugging that over the wkend. hell i sld haf. but instead, i mapled, got to lvl 51, n feeling damn happy rite now, instead of mugging. all's gd cos they juz told us that it wasn't gg to b tested for the promos. so yay
sigh. nvm. heck this. i always die when i try to write sth thotful. cos i dun haf enof brain cells to think abt anything insightful. i think i'll leave this as a diary. an online diary. lol
promos coming. i think i'm gg to b fine. proly wun ace everything, but i'll try. lol. but gotta start putting in effort into mugging man. otherwise i'll juz die. at least i finished everything once thru alridy. which is gd. yay
new piano song which i'm attempting to learn how to play rite now. juz dl-ed the score sheets ytd, can play alridy, but a bit hiccuppy. i guess it's quite amazing i can still play this song. esp since the chords r like madness. yay. esp since i havent played the piano in a long time. come to think abt it, i managed to play making love out of nothing at all by air supply juz fine as well. haha
98 degrees - I DO (CHERISH YOU)
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Til my dying day
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
10:10 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong