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Thursday, January 18, 2007
age
sometimes life seems so long. i dunno why
feel like a thousand years old right now. like seriously. i really dunno what's going on with me. somehow i juz feel like i'm getting older at like 5 times the usual rate. maybe it's not me getting older.
it's the spirit. if i had to make a guess, i'd say my spirit was abt 1000 yrs old rite now. i'm tired of life. tired of everything else out there. mebbe i've juz lost hope
what's hope anyway. always tot it's sth u use to make urself keep happy n looking fwd. now i'm not so sure. dun think i've ever had any hope anyway. life's juz a cycle. the only time u break out of it is when u die. not that i'm contemplating suicide. like my life too much rite now. at this moment at least. sigh
sometimes i juz wake up in the middle of the night and think abt all the ppl who've gone past. as in friends long lost, people i'll nvr see again, teachers n frenz who made my life happy n meaningful. nowadays, everything seems so preprogrammed. i go to sch cos i haf to study. sit with my class cos i'm in that class. talk with ppl cos they talk to me. like everything's so regimented. wth la. what happened to spontaneous jaqing arnd n all?! ugh
havent had a proper talk with a lotta ppl in a long time. thinking abt all the frenships lost n gone juz makes me sick sometimes.
we touch people only briefly in our lives. most of the time we are lonely. i think i believe those 2 sentences now. i'm living it.
10:42 pm
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong