Monday, February 26, 2007

scared

sometimes i'm juz damn worried. last friday was the h3 chem test. i flunked it. naturally. budden the format of the paper was the part which really shocked me. the entire syallabus has like erm. 3/4 on theory n way that drugs r administered yada yada. budden when i took the test, it's like abt half the paper was devoted to mechanisms n other stuff lidat. it's a bit the worrying... yea. ep since my organic chem isn't like the best in the world? lol

anyway, that's that. had a big fight with my mum over my h3 chem. budden at least ms chua cleared up the problem for me today in sch. so yay. dun think that my parents really noe what's gg on with h3 chem. i suspect they r still looking at it like an S paper. mebbe that's a gd attitude for maths h3 which i've seen n is actually quite ez. budden it's like chem h3 is damn hard. esp for some1 like me who has almost totally no natural aptitude for organic chem. zzz

ok that's that. spent the whole wkend mugging stuff. that's a first. cts coming liao. muz ace this one if possible. otherwise i really dunno how i'm gg to sit for A'lvls this yr. it's like so far, all my results haf stunk like shid. muz study liao. cannot fool arnd so much Zzz

oh rite. today we had a friendly against the hockey girls. quite nice. as in the game. the scoreline was nice but the fun part was that i was running like a mad dog up n down after the ball. n actually getting the ball. that's the fun part. cos like sometimes u run like a mad dog up n down, n it's all ineffective. most impt is to b effective. tot i was quite ok today. got the ball, n had like abt 2 shots on goal. none of them went in, but at least they were on target! even tho they were damn weak balls which juz rolled up. one i took from beyond the 3 pt line, then the other right in front of goalie, budden was off balance, so the ball went into his hands. Zzz.

then ran. wanted to do 2 rnds rnd sch today, budden my back was like in total pain, so cldn't do it liao. sigh

yup. that's abt it i guess time for me to go n slp or do some work. buhbyeez

9:34 pm
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

CNY

ok shall finish off from where i left off ytd

cny was fun. went to shang for lunch n saw yip there. again. lol. apparently he gg to the chinese restaurant for lunch with fam. n i gg downstairs for uber mega ggxx own my ass meal at the buffet. the original plan was to eat for 3 straight hrs, budden i havent been eating much lately, so we called it a day at 1 hr. lol. the food rocked tho. like damn nice. n there was a lotta stuff there to eat. as per normal, so quite happy. fun thing is that the food quality wasn't worse from last time on normal days, which is gd cos other places often haf worse food on holidays for some weird reason. zzz

anyway after that went to grandparents hse, then went to all my relatives hses. got quite a lotta angbaos this yr. i guess. at least i'm not broke anymore, for the moment. heh. then went back to my granddad's hse. again. watched tv there, cos i din wanna card. they were playing blackjack in the next rm, but the last time i played, i won like $20 at the table, n every1 was getting pissed with my cos i made it look so damn ez n refused like mad to b the banker. not having enof smal change was another factor that made me refuse. so oh wells. anyway, i was also attempting to resist temptation. cos like i can't possibly start new year gambling cna i?! but in the end, uh.. temptation won out. i forgot all the rules they played with, n tot they were playing us casino style for a moment. budden got the hang of it, n then owned their asses. a bit. within 20 minutes, won like uh... $5 or $10. lol... what can i say

there was one hand i was damn surprised. first card that was put in front of me, i was like thinking, ace. 2nd one i somehow got a feeling it was a jack. then in the end, REALLY BLACKJACK LA. i was like holy shit. *insert cursing here* then like read them n weep them fellas. sorrie abt that. lol. so end of story. win the game. feel uber pro, n nub them all. YAY

then 2nd day, my dad got the gambling fever n we played. one on one. he was boasting how he was gg to empty my wallet inside out. started out ok. since only 1-on-1, i was playing cautiously. usually when got more ppl, i play more flamboyantly, take chances, bet on the ace coming in my next hand, so end result, i lost quite a bit at first, then won back with some uber hands, after almost 1.5 hrs, i won $11. we were playing base bet $1. no upping of ante. then like my dad threw in the pot. double or nth. bet the whole $11 i was winning with. n then i got a natural win. as in an ace n a queen or sth lidat. so ggxx. game over. my dad owe me a lotta $$ now. n his ego crushed. OOPS

ok. that's abt it. spent the rest of the days watching tv n mugging. then watched norbit ytd. eddie murphy rox. every1 sld go n watch that show. yup

k i shall go off now. buhbyeez.

GONG XI FA CAI TO EVERY1 I FORGOT TO WISH! ^^

9:26 pm
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Monday, February 19, 2007

CNY

whoooo cny so far has been damn boring... BUT I'M SO HAPPY ABT IT!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY1!!

holy shid

n i suddenly realise i havent blogged a lot lately. nth much to blog abt tho. hence the lack of posts. hahaha

OH WELLZZZ

too bad la. anyway cny was quite ok. take 5 was fun i guess. dint card much cos mervin n company decided that they wld go prata hse n i was attempting to resist temptation. temptation in this case = food. lol. so yeh. dint follow so dint play cards. was at the place there watching the stuff after all the erm. first aid coverage n photog stuff so yup. speaking of which, havent handed in my stuff yet. SHID as in the photos. yeh

ok anyway the performances were nice gj ben low n vivek n hussein n indra. lol i tot their perf slda come in first, budden again i din see the one which won so yeh. too bad. the dance was nice. benny + samuel = imba. oh n then i saw my pri sch fren mark. haha. he's changed a hell lot. oh wells. then again who hasnt. except for me i guess. only grew taller n thinner. dint change at all tho. lol. as in face yeh

k then went home n slacked. next day new yrs eve, had reunion lunch with parents n ran arnd buying last minute stuff. then after that was reunion dinner wiht whole family. haha. quite ok la. except that that food sucked. oh wells. ZZZ

shid i can't think of what to type la. damn irritated with the weather n anything random i cna think of. later gg to go n watch a movie. yay. so yup. shall go off. now. byebye

6:55 pm
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

yawnz

i feel like the weight of the whole world is on my shoulders.

i can't breathe... i can't sleep... i can't eat... i can't even concentrate...

notice i havent been blogging. that's how bad it is. i cant even concentrate enought to reflect on what happened over the past week. not that there was anything really impt.

maybe i'm really getting old already. people say you're only as old as your chronological age. i think i'm older than that in terms of my mentality. i feel like i'm this super annuated ancient man who's lived too long.

wonder how i'm going to get on with my life. if there's any typos. dun tell me. i'm too lazy to correct anything at all...

maybe i'll just go away and walk off into the dark. maybe i'll vanish in a flash. or maybe, we'll just go living on forever. until the end of time.

it's all over now anyway. too hard to bear all the leaving. lost more than i've ever earned in my life

ok i'm rambling. concentrate. for the next 3 minutes...

floorball on friday was bad. mostly cos we din get to play a lot. rama imba-ed the entire place. seriously i damn respect to rama. he's like some imba 1-on-the-world player. still dont really know how benji managed to get us to beat his team last year, but somehow we did. guess rama wasnt really playing at top form? n there was bowven also (however u spell his name). anyway, at least i'm getting better at playing last man. and no. i'm not playing last man cos that's the only place i can or want to play on fridays. there's a reason which i dun actually wanna share with people. suffice to say i'm using it to train my reflexes and stick movement. wanna be able to see the ball without seeing it. like block balls with the stick when u only see the ball at the point just before it leaves your opponent's stick. think improving on that. but it's damn difficult n most of the time i seem to b using my body. oh well. got kicked to recre floorball... too bad but i guess now more impt is studying and training myself. speaking of which, i think i'll move my running days to wednesday. just as a thought. yup

looking forward to bridge comp this year. leonard and i r going to imba our way through the entire competition, if we r lucky. hehe

oh wellz. time to go off already. guess i'm too tired and hungry. didnt eat dinner tonight. dont believe what people tell u abt not skipping meals. i say its healthy. if you dont believe me, too bad for you. i like it

ok. gj. time to slp. nights

10:55 pm
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Monday, February 05, 2007

stuff

12 April 1989

Your date of conception was on or about 20 July 1988 which was a Wednesday.
You were born on a Wednesdayunder the astrological sign Aries. Your Life path number is 7. Life Path Compatibility:You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447628.5. The golden number for 1989 is 14. The epact number for 1989 is 22. The year 1989 was not a leap year.Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1989 and ending 1/26/1990. You were born in the Chinese year of the Snake. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Hawk; your plant is Dandelion. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paony, the second month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 7 Nisan 5749. Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 8 Nisan 5749.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.17.4 which is 12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 17 uinal 4 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 6 Ramadan 1409 (1409-9-6).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 March 1989. The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 April 1989. The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 8 February 1989. The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 May 1989. The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1989. The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 30 September 1989. The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 April 1989. The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 7 February 1989. As of 2/5/2007 7:27:48 AM EST You are 17 years old. You are 214 months old. You are 930 weeks old. You are 6,508 days old. You are 156,199 hours old. You are 9,371,967 minutes old. You are 562,318,068 seconds old.
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.54716242661448 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 66 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Your birthstone is Diamond -->The Mystical properties of Diamond
Diamonds are said to increase personal clarity to help one see things clearly as well as be straight-forward and honest. Supposedly, the higher quality the diamond, the better it is supports these qualities. Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Opal, Quartz, White Sapphire
Your birth tree is Maple, Independence of Mind
No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.There are 323 days till Christmas 2007!There are 336 days till Orthodox Christmas! The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waxing crescent

shid. at least i noe now why so hard to get my birthstone. keep on forgetting what it is, budden u'll see all the stones for different birthdays. then nvr find mine. UGH

oh wellz. some nice stuff abt it aso. but shall not say

anyway, abt last wed. went to national stadium to watch the match. damn exciting!!! liike omgsh. but yeh. anyway, i can't rmb much. only rmb a lot of yelling malay vulgarities, n like shouts of referee kayu n erm. showing third fingers at the thai ppl. LOL oh wellz. then went home damn late. haha. sorrie la. tired budden difficult to get onto train. then huiting n viola went off first, cos we actually wanted to eat, budden they went the wrong way, n ended up going with us after going to geylang =P LOL

oh wellz. kkz. i think it's time for me to slp. tired after physical. sure hope i dun lose a leg or wadeva tonite. dun wanna spent PE in pain again tmr ><

buhbyeez

8:30 pm
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