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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Monday, April 30, 2007
FUG
fell sick n went to see doc. yay. then i got this damn nice info. i went to see an ENT specialist today mah. cos dint go to sch. then yay!!! i gotta increase my medicine dosage. AGAIN. YAYAYAYAYAY
I'm so fucking happy man. OMG. it's like OMG. yay!!! more medication. another step closer to feeling like a cancer patient. btw, there's nth wrong with cancer patients, only that i'm eating enof medications to make u feel like ur suffering from cancer. so thanx for nth goddamnit
FUG THIS WORLD
end of story
move on assholes
7:07 pm
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
zzz
shall blog since i dont wanna study anymore.
went to see my orthopedic again the other day. thanx for nth. anyway, i was a bit suspicious cos the pain dint seem to go away in my left leg, even tho i was told there wasnt anything serious. so the stupid doc i had disappeared, n i'm stuck with a new one. a better one i think. anyway, apparently, the situation abt my left shin bone knocking with my thigh bone is apparently quite serious, contrary to what the old doc said, and apparently, i'm too flexible...
*insert series of curses here* like wtf. too flexible? first time i heard someone getting that in a bad way. but apparently, cos of my supposed flexibility, i can bend my thumb all the way back to touch my forearm. dunno how he did it. but that guy did it n showed me, n i nvr knew i cld do it. LOL... anyway, all my back pain, knee pain, kneeling down pain is all due to this, contrary to what i've been told over the years. WTH...
and so therefore, to put it mildly, i m FUCKED. YAY!!! n to top it all off, he told me to take it ez with sports from now on cos it's going to continue being fucking pain. WTH...
i'm in a bad mood right now...
oh right i have to go for physiotherapy. again. WTH... WTH... WTH... WTH... WTH... WTH... WTH...
thanx for nth man. i think this rox. juz when i get myself convinced there's no pain in my left knee, contrary to actual feelings, and that it's juz a figment of my imagination, this has to happen...
WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH
thanx for nth. n now my mum is hatching some evil plot to keep me as far from floorball as possible. i'll say this. dont giv a damn whether i go pes A or pes B in army, altho this is supposed to relegate me to pes C. i wanna play floorball. fuck everything else. i can stand the pain after that, even tho i'll die for the next 2 days whenever i bend my knees. buT FLOORBALL. fucking hell
anyway, yes. shall finally change my grip, since the ole canadien one appears to b dying. quite badly. the friction is gone and i find the stupid grip is peeling. since i got a new one on standby, might as well make the best use of it eh? heh
ok. time to go off. enof angsting for now
buhbyeez
1:54 pm
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
sigh
muz work harder. sigh. muz work harder
aiya wadeva. thanx to nth i'm now officially outta commission for like 2 wks. Grrr... n i mean totally outta commission. no PE, no floorball, no gym, no running. NTH. wth. now i'm gg to b 18 yrs old when i take napfa retest. fug la. budden not much difference. i cant pass either way after all. lol
cos of my stupid runny nose n all... i'm entire fugged rite now... which really sux. oh wells... there goes my brilliant plan for exercising for the next 2 wks. wth
n i got my letter to mindef. fug them. cant they even wait until after my bday? inconsiderate bastards. like wat m i going to do? run away suddenly? bloody idiots.
ok. i'm cursing cos i'm in a bad mood. n i havent been slping well. so there. fug this whole world. let them all go n die. bastards
12:41 pm
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong