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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Sunday, March 23, 2008
random stuff
went out early today. was with jo in the morning raising my blood pressure over her exam papers. lol!!! like really raising my blood pressure. then went to pool with her. XD n i finally realised sth! i can't pool with finesse... when i pool... i need to hit the ball like hard... n it needs to make a lotta noise... OTHERWISE IT WONT FRICKING GO IN. like when i try for gd shots... with just enough power, the ball dussen go in. when i power... the ball amazingly goes in O.o
so yeah XD. then even better... i got a triple kill today. n my splitting is imba. hehehe
then went to meet my pet at city hall there... n my pet almost fainted... awww... ok la. not met. not my fault i bought her for fun XD. so yea. too bad XD. then have drink at tcc... watch her stone... lol n thx for catching me pok. hope u get ur spf scholarship. altho i can't for the life of my imagine who will wanna stay in the police/scdf/saf for longer than necessary. that's ur choice. XD
ok feeling damn depressed now. for some strange reason... so yeap. guess i'll go n slp first >< or sth. yeah. ok going off. nights all
2:03 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Saturday, March 22, 2008
so that's the way its gonna b eh?
not enough that u have to piss me off, u have to spit in my face, cut me n rub salt into my wounds
but its alrite. really. i dont mind.
just try me. i havent let loose in a really long time. try me. see how far u wanna go
cos when i let go. i really let go. n nth's gonna stop me when i go crazy.
hope ur ready for this. cos this means war. n i mean it. its not some lame shiet saying WAR WAR WAR! let's fight then 2 kids start punching one another. i really mean war.
ur gonna pay kid. i just hope ur pocket's deep enough. cos ur gonna need every single last penny.
on a side note. Airrivals rox. thx to SCO man. wow everyone's like back. n better. n it feels just like the old game, only a bit better. n i still own. quite well heh...
1:22 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Saturday, March 15, 2008
musings in time
so i was sitting here n thinking abt whether to blog or not. so i decided to just blog.
got back a lvls quite some time ago. about one wk or so i think. and well... wasnt too happy abt how i did. guess that when ur in rj, u expect everything to b perfect n once there's sth less than perfect everything seems like shit. but then again i didnt do well for econs n h3 chem which r like my worst 2 subjects so it dussen really hurt that badly. at least my GP owned. i got the grade i expected so yeap. hehe
nth much la. Passed out on tuesday. so yeah. quite happy to finally b out from tekong. and i hope not to ever have got to go back to that godforsaken place. but yeah. whatever. even if i go back, dont think my attitude will b the same? cos i'll b enjoying life there more than i did so yeah.
sigh really hope that i'll get to book out everyday when i get my postin and all. lol. but haix. have to see first and just hope for the best i guess. ahahaha
which reminds me. sld say hi to michelle n yuting here even tho i added yuting quite a long time ago. but yeah. better late than never right? ^^
sigh. now all i gotta do is wait n see what happens next. will i get my wish? or will it b whisked away all over again. if i could reach for the stars, i'd pluck them all down, so i could make them look even better. its hard not knowing what's gonna happen in the near future, especially when everything is almost entirely out of your control, but yeah. i will persevere.
time to go all. nightey nights
12:22 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong