Sunday, April 20, 2008

random stuff

lol i was looking thru all the previous posts and i just like realised how many of them have the title 'random stuff'. but oh wells. i'm lazy to think up of gd titles. and tonight's definitely not one of my better nights. my eyes hurt, and they r like 100% red. mebbe cos i stared too long at the comp screen. mebbe cos my allergy's acting up. i dunno. i only know they hurt like man. ><

been a really bz wk for me. even tho i've been in camp everyday, going home late at night and going back early in the morning, i've got like seriously too much to do. especially these last few days when i've been prepping for my med n law interviews, while also tryin to do as much current affairs reading up as possible for my thursday assessment center with ministry of foreign affairs. seriously i know this sounds damn repetitive but army really screws up ur life. last time i'd b able to take all the time i need to prepare for all this. now i gotta cram everything into basically two days. cos i'm stay out, i got a couple more hrs than the average person, but for most other ppl, two days. and anybody who has a decent work ethic will tell u that 2 days is too little to do a gd job for anything. gd thing i usually geddit rite on my first try!

sigh. anyway got a hell lotta stuff to do. havent even done my law essay, while i've like only just finished my medicine essay. really hope to get into medicine. the deferment thing is secondary, but well i really wanna study medicine. n cos i got a master plan. so yeah... not getting into medicine will screw me up badly n make me hav to use my secondary plan. which will suck cos i dont think i'll be as happy :S

so anyway yeah. in this screwed up state of mind, i guess i'll do some reflections. really thankful for all the wonderful... and screwed up friends that i've made over the past few yrs. especially within the last 6 mths or so after a lvls when i sorta came outta the shell and decided to attempt to stop burying my head in my books or comp. haha really thx for all the stuff. n thx to jo for letting me pwn her at pool at last. not my fault that when i learn how to do stuff... i get skill jumps... n yes the ball jumps a lot as well.

n thx to mich for being screwed up with me as well... yes... thx for the late night calls n the interesting anecdotes abt how screwed up u feel going clubbing especially when random stuff happens to u. but no i'm not gonna go clubbing unless someone pays for me. and buys me earplugs.

thx to xek n syen n the wow gang from camp. yeah yeah. i know i'm a bastard. the only fucktard who gets to stay out thx to his allergy. not my fault. but yeah. actually its no one's fault. so i dont blame u guys. but well. haha. thx for intro-ing me to wow. altho i doubt i'll stay on. seems a bit boring XD but ok keep that to myself. *waves fingers* u didnt see anything.

who else i left out? o rite. thx to trish for being fun to talk to, jingwei for chatting till late even tho we met only randomly at the stupid DSTA interview. haha somethings just fated la. 2 yrs in the same sch n i know who u r but dun tok to u. then outta the blue meet at some stupid interview. thx to the bros for listening to my late night complaining when i first got posted to my current hellhole. thx for everything yall...

thx to all my floorball juniors who still rmb me, and make me feel great everytime i go back down on fridays. when i can. haha. u guys rock. ok the girls rock too. even tho i rarely talk to u all. XD but yeah. floorball still rocks. and i'm still in love with floorball.

n yeah. i dont usually do this but thx to god n everyone else upstairs who've blessed me and given me these opportunities to get a scholarship, to study medicine n law. now all i gotta do is grab them n do well for the interviews. the rest's in my basket. the ball's in my court. its time to play some ball.

9:37 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Lyrics

Air Supply - All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Sunday, April 20, 2008

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