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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Medicamp
woots so yeah camp's finally over. quite fun la. was quite emo thruout the entire camp but at least it helped me to forget abt stuff and try n move on. guess i'll nvr really move on but yeah that's life. hope for the next thing i guess.
anyway yeah. let's c. camp really started last saturday when got to meet the various pppl in the og. yeah. had quite a lotta ppl whom i dunno. the rj ppl i know as in got c face b4 but dunno as in dunno them personally. so yeah. then after some random games, instead of staying for food and movie, we went out to nydc for drinks and foodstuff. haaha so yeah. quite gd. :)
so yeah that's saturday. been feeling really down for the past few days so sorry if i can't really rmb what happened b4 mon this wk.
monday was quite fun. went to nus pgp there early in the morning to gather. saw the storyline thingy for the camp. quite funny n obv done b4 reuben. lol. i only when i went to camp then i realised that dunno how many of the ogls r ppl that i've either seen b4 or ppl whom i actually know from before. haha. anyway then got some weird amazing race where gotta like run across whole of singapore n look for clues that sorta stuff. but the og quite relax de. so we ended up spending most of our time slacking, walking slowly and enjoying ourselves rather than rushing for no rhyme or reason. haha. surprisingly we didnt come in last even tho we spent so much time slacking and we took so long to get to the finish point without even completing all the stations. hahahaa. so yeah. after that nth else. night hunt was cancelled so spent the night walking from the chalet out to changi village to go n get some stuff to drink. bought some pepsi, and barcadi coke to drink. haha. so yeah. quite enjoyable. went with marcus, ajun and some of the girls. n i realised that we were just behind HENDON camp! OMG>>> hahaha. so yeah. but dint c anyone i know thruout the 4 days so yeah. quite sad. so yeah. but cos i only know how to go to changi village by one way, we kinda ended up taking quite a lotta time to get there >< XD. after that at night spent a bit of time playing poker cos i cldnt slp. then finally went to slp. some ogl had a set of the poker chips. ugh. I WANT A SET OF THAT AS WELLL!!!! RAWR
so yeah. went back then slp. next day wake up n then station games. so spent the day enjoying myself having fun. i can't really rmb all the stations so i'll just talk abt those whihc i can actualy remember. first station was some weird game station where ur supposed to play catching. quite fun but i can't rmb much else. only one i really rmb was the super traumatising one. ur supposed to pass an egg thru the clothes of the guys. n the girls r supposed to use only one hand. lionel was the first in the line and he got 2 cracked eggs b4 everyone finally figured out how to do it correctly XD. damn sick la. but nvm. fun i guess. then tug of war, funny game where ur supposed to like play scissors paper stone with ur opponent while making ur way across a row of chairs, 3 legged soccer, forming of a chain and crawling along the beach, then using materials gathered while crawling to cook an egg, then also got some other games which i can't really rmb alridy. got damn dirty cos after i got wet accidentally in the sea, decided might as well get totally wet n went into the see whole body. then there was also random fun dunking victims into the sea so yeah. haha
after that rest of the afternoon was mostly slacking and preparing for the dinner item we were supposed to put up. cooking and dancing. lol. i went to help with buying food, which the guys asked for cos they wanted some chips to eat as well. somehow the chips werent really touched but that's all well n gd i guess. the dinner item not too bad, then after that went to changi village for supper cos everyone quite hungry. then went to the chalet and played poker till abt 2am lidat when we went for fright night. fright night was damn well done. i felt. cos its like quite realistic and the 'ghosts' were all well played. then its like quite gd setting as well. and the initial fright that they were trying to pull off, saying that there was a real ghost, also quite gd cos everyone believed to the point that a couple of them didnt go in anymore. haha. so yeah. damn nice la. but i dun wanna talk abt it. haha. just that it was quite gd. i didnt really get scared cos i kinda expected what they wld do, but the makeup and the settings nad everything were really well done. sry la. i go so many haunted house until kinda know what is where laaa. haha...
o wait. after go back, we didnt slp. haha. we were talking abt them planting a spy into the og. as in one of the ogls posing as an m1 in our og. then zheng hong found out abt it from someone else, and we were discussing. then alridy like everyone decided to go n diu that guy in our og. haha. like test to c whether its true anot. so the next day he got quite a lotta shit until he finally admitted. haha
then slp, ytd morning woke up, went for wargames. wargames quite fun, the first game that is. when got the ppl running arnd tossing waterbombs at the mummies. haha. then we all arrowed the plant in our og, alorn to go n b the mummy. he kinda guessed alridy from that morning cos we were doing funny stuff at him in the morning, then reuben was evesdropping while we were like talking the night b4 after fright night. then its like he cldnt do much also la. haha. so yeah. then its like quite fun. hahaha. run arnd toss water bombs. damn fun. budden also got some ppl dman rough. i got rugby tackled by one guy. felt myself flying thru the sky for a while when he tackled me. like seriously wth man. anyway after that then there was this weird massive chicken fight when u like form chains n grab other ppl's tails. then that's abt it alridy i guess. can't rmb anything else abt the thing. after that we grabbed alorn n dunked him into the sea, after which he finally admitted that he was the mole -.- LOL. then i think the girls were damn frightened that we were going to dunk them as well cos when we asked them to come over, they stayed damn far away. hahahaha. yeah. o we dunked reuben as well. n then he got back at me by getting me dunked as well when only my bottom half was wet -.- wth. then he was like mindgaming us that there was another mole. n gj. yan zheng asked me whether i was O.o wow LOL nvm random fact of the day. ahahaha
afternoon played soccer then finale le. quite fun la. finale was screwed up. we were supposed to auction using the points that we got from participating in the games. then we spent all our points on a bunch of erasers with national flags printed on them. WOW! lol. but nvm la. all in the name of fun i guess. ahahhaa.
then after that went back n slacked off. my dad helped me send down my xbox. so yeah. but we kinda didnt play in the end cos not enof ppl n one of my controllers was spoilt so yeah. haha. reuben kept making us do truth or dare. and i did truth lol. aiya nvm. then after that played poker till quite late, spent the rest of the time talking rubbish. or rather i spent most of the time listenin to ppl talking rubbish. haha. after that finished, then went to slp. slpt for only a couple of hours before packed up n went home. really enjoyed the camp. guess u dont have to b damn super enthu to enjoy a camp. just as long as u really bond n talk to the ppl arnd u, then it'll b gd enof., haha. so yeah. i had fun n now i'm going to go n slp NIGHTS
3:13 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
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X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong