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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Friday, August 29, 2008
yawns
its lecture now but i'm tired and slpy. was watching wall.e last night. its not too bad. quite nice and touching at times i found. for a cartoon that is. the graphics were also really nice. the storyline was quite good especially since it was sort of like a not so subtle advisory about global warming and taking care of the planet. yeah. quite worthwhile getting a lot less sleep than i should be having, considering how tired and worn out i already am.
think i should really sleep more. but my night times are spent on important stuff. and i guess i can't really spend my nighttimes in any other way. sleep isnt that important to me anyway. i guess. NS taught me to treasure my sleeping time, but to treasure even more the times i'm spending things doing things that i want to do. there's no point wasting energy and time doing stuff that u dont really enjoy when you could be spending time doing things that u enjoy and which benefit u.
anyway yeah. been playing company of heroes. thanks jiahua for the game. its really good although i find that the game play is a bit too linear. but at least the tactics are quite good. except that the enemy doesnt run after ur men. UGH. so u need to really mow them down. and somehow ppl can take down tanks more easily than i would have thought possible during world war 2. haha. nvm. its a good game.
think i should really start mugging as soon as possible. if i dont i'm probably going to regret it very soon. so yeah. no more time for slacking. this weekend is going to be the last full slack one. next one onwards, full steam mugg and DO TUTORIALS
lol. i've been like rushing them on the day before they are due. currently its like only ethics so not that bad. wait till the real ones start coming out. think i'll like. DROWN.
so anyway. time to get on with life. floorball on wednesday was damn fun. played like a mad dog. and well... now i'm paying for it with a hell lot of pain. it hurts to move my back. my legs have more or less recovered, BUT now my shoulders hurt as well.. dunno what's going on la. it just hurts like mad all over. i think i either overstraied myself or just somehow got injured in tackling ppl or getting tackled. dunno. ok time to go n attempt to pay attention. BYEEEEE
8:55 am
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
sian
lol long time nvr blog le. haha. so yeah. blogging nw from nus. XD damn bored cos they r doing acids and its srsly damn irritating when i think abt the fact that i've been doing this stuff for the past 2 yrs yet i stil seem to b doing this all over again in jc.
i mean its ok la. but wth. can DONT LIKE DO BLOODY REVISION LECTURES?! like just meld it into the syallabus as a whole la. instead of having it as a separate lecture with nth more than just stupid stuff. i dont really wanna get revision... n since everyone here took chem in jc... i THINK MOST OF THEM DONT WANNA HEAR EITHER. LOL
ugh damn irritating. haha
nvm la. shall attempt to listen >< lol
time to start thinking abt stuff again. i feel like i'm in this quandary. same one over n over again. i can't get out and i keep having no way to fully vent my fustrations sometimes. floorball helps but well... u need ppl to play with n its kinda hard seeing that most of the time no one arnd is playing. and thx to rj cancelling friday alumni night... THERE'S LITERALLY ONLY NUS TO PLAY AT... n up to right now i havent played a single game. since beginning of sch.
ok its only the 2nd wk. but its still damn fustrating. i want to grab my stick n whack some balls. lol. n i got kicked out of floorball trails. not surprising considering the fact that 1. i slpt only 2 hrs the night b4 the trials. 2. i was like probably the slowest there. the guys there were all fking fast. even tho half of them probably dunno how to play at all. u run run run poke arnd with the stick. confirm can get the ball lo. esp if ur doing it in packs like they were doing last wk. bloody hell...
dunno la. i just feel super emo today. grr. k shall go off n emo by myself in the safety of my mind. RAWRRRR
9:43 am
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong