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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
floorball
AHH!!! i can't take it...
been so many days alr n i still can't geddit out of my mind... RAWRRRRR
the gamess... AHH!!! we slda won!!! Harun's freaking half court goal sld have been allowed... WHO THE HELL SCORES HALF COURT GOALS FROM A FREE HIT!!! ITS FKING IMPOSSIBLE!!! but he did it O.o amazing but true....
ENGINEERING'S FAULTY GOAL SLDNT HAVE BEEN ALLOWED
med slda been first!!! haha budden again i guess it dussen really matter...
we played hard... and i enjoyed the game a hell lot. esp the 4th game. before the semis and finals. the one where we like... scored 4 goals in 7 minutes... everyone was stunned la. cos the other team was gd. not some rubbish team. but they got demolished... like 100% crushed... so yeah...
not something that happens all the time. i felt like crying la. that game was really damn beautiful. oh wells. NVM LA!!! FK! GOT IT OFF MY CHEST!!! BACK TO MUGGING N SCREWING UP MY LIFE!!! YAY!
11:52 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, September 18, 2008
sigh
so its over.
after like almost 4 mths. give or take a few days its over.
dunno what i did wrong dunno what happened. but i'll move on.
i gotta mug and play more floorball. quite therapeutic u know. it hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit hit.
rawr what a waste of my time and my life. not to mention all the time i wasted.
why i keep asking you to stop i dunno. but well. FUCK IT LA.
this isnt gonna continue anymore. time to meditate and focus on the next point in my life.
floorball this sat. hope i do well. havent been playing at my best. but well i've been distracted. no more distractions. i live for only floorball and to mug. with the occasional frenz session and WOW thrown in. time to focus and move on.
FUCK IT ALL
11:38 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
ugh
i can't slp at night cos i keep thinking abt stuff. i'm excited abt playing for medicine floorball this saturday but i'm damn unhappy with my form. i'm making stupid mistakes and i can't see the play. sometimes i run after the ball without really knowing what i'm doing. it dussen make any sense. i shouldn't be this lousy after having been playing quite regularly for the past few wks. ok fine. mebbe not seeing the play is like normal for me. but making stupid mistakes like letting the ball literally roll past me into the goal? dussen make sense. ><
i can't slp at night cos i keep thinking abt stuff which depresses me. think think think. the mroe i think the more depressed i get and then i really can't slp at all. wth. seems so damn stupid. i just feel like smashing sth up sometimes. its really so damn irritating.
time to start studyign kid. time to stop thinking abt stupid stuff and to start doing what u promised urself when u got that bloody ticket back to freedom.
stop wasting your time on someone who dussen care and can't be bothered abt you.
harden your heart, close your mind, seal your soul, be as stone.
8:39 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong