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sometimes i wanna scream
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes i wonder what this life is all about
Sunday, November 30, 2008
all alone
guess i realised that i'm really mostly all alone in this world. thank god. was supposed to go out for present shopping today but it kinda failed cos no one was free/available/wadeva to go buy the stuff. too bad the stuff is like MUST buy... so yeah. i'll do it another day. alr got what i wanna buy in mind thank god.
really gotta thank god for a wonderful week. yeah i know you've given me a lotta chances so yeah. i'm not going to screw it up this time. XD yeah yeah i'm not in the habit of openly thanking god but this time think you've really done it for me big man. so here's my way of thanking you extra specially since you're not into the whole sacrifices business.
seems kinda lame though.
FOUR CHRISTMASES IS DAMN GD!!! omg. lol i watched it last thursday and basically i thought the show rocked. of course there were other mitigating factors like i got a giant pepsi i couldnt finish for $2.80 (kinda forgot how that all feels before thursday), i slpt more than 4 hrs the night before (horror of horrors) and yeah well... I HAD FROSTY BAILEYs before the show AT TCC!!! (and i realised they dont have honey latte there anyone. damnit). and yeah basically a hell lotta other reasons but yeah. i KINDA dowan to type everything out right now so these r just 3 of the ones which i can rmb offhand. ok these r the 3 which i wanna type here. '
on a side note. today has been a totally wasted day and i couldnt concentrate on anything at all. so yeah. i'm going to go watch band of brothers. again. and then go n slp.
nighty nights
9:46 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Friday, November 14, 2008
zzz
sometimes it sux when all ur plans work
sometimes its even worse when they work and u realise u forgot what to do after that
or rather u dunno what to do next
fk this world
rawr
9:32 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Thursday, November 06, 2008
random
thx for all the advice i've been getting from u guys :D
even the sometimes a bit useless stuff from some of u haha. =D
at least its helping me think up of useless plans. well a bit. but yeah. no room for failure. haha
which reminds me. been playing a hell lotta floorball this entire week and last wk, so i'm like super super super tired sigh...
and my entire body aches like crazy. even my legs. wth. damn pain lo...
oh wells. n i proly sld slp more but night is a good and quiet time conducive so scheming and thinking of weird stuff so yeah haha
ok gtg. stupid physio pract soon and i kinda wanna eat breakfast.
sigh sian... bb
8:00 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
Saturday, November 01, 2008
wats worse
so anwyay i was wondering
wats worse
feeling for someone and not beign able to tell that someone, or not feeling anything at all
hating someone and not being able to vent or not giving a damn abt that person at all
and my personal fav.
not knowing abt sth damn impt to your life, or KNOWING abt it. and finding everything's changed cos u know abt it.
hmm
anyway screw all this. back to comp gaming
3:38 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<
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Xavier
17 yrs old
12 April 1989
Rafflesian
Photography, Floorball, First Aid
Mugger
X-box-er
Mapler
Guitar player (lol... i juz started. and i suck)
Star Wars Fanatic
BLEACH watcher
Wishes
Get gd grades
Get a PDA handphone
Get a 98degrees album
Find another hobby besides collecting first day covers
PLAY XBOX!!!
Get more interesting cards decks
Get a nice handphone pouch for my handphone =D
Get better earphones
A new BAG!!!
A NEW PDA case!!! HAHA
A new waterbottle. LOL
Random stuffs which are useful and do not remind me of studies i guess. haha
Someone and something
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Lyrics
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong