Monday, February 23, 2009

zzz

i dowan to study but i have to.

i dowan to play comp games but there's nth else to do

i dowan to watch tv cos tv is boring

i dowan to think abt stuff but there's nth else to think abt

i dowan to bother abt this world but i'm not dead so i have to

i dowan to

ah fk lar. this is such a waste of my time.

hope choo dussne puang sei this friday. i need to get a new stick and grip etc

grawr

on a separate note, friday's stayover at arjun's hse rocked. even tho it totally ruined my saturday and sunday. and i feel so damn shag right now even tho its been so manny days alr

and at least it helps to take my mind of stuff. damn irritating when ur reading and thinking of other stuff at the same time. multitasking is such a fking curse

11:42 am
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Saturday, February 14, 2009

sucky day

wah lau

today really sucked. for a lot of reasons

i had only a tiny sandwich for my sustenance all the way from 7? 9? till like 7at night. so i was freaking hungry. but just somehow got thru it. not like i eat a lot usually anyway.

then

i played WOW! after i 'attempted' to study. and failed. ppl stole my items which were supposed to be mine. rawr. then my dad kept grumbling at me to go off so he cld go out. which was damn stupid.

then go out and everywhere crowded like shit. so i felt seriously damn pissed

and had to wait for damn long to get a table at even places like food court. which sucked. so we ended up eating carl's junior. which ALSO sucked. cos i kinda dont wanna eat too much there.

then! I BOUGHT CHOCS! omg! and i left them behind at carl's junior cos i was damn pissed so just forgot.

THEN! i freaking wanted to hit someone. but cldnt find anyone. grrr

i'm not practicing my shots at home every night. according to ppl who played floorball with me on friday, my slap shot can crack plastic. those thick plastic tube thingys which make up the frame of the boards we use as goalies at floorball. i still doubt i really broke it. but well. that's what matthew said. at least i think it was matthew. which is gd. nw everyone will stay away from my shots. less ppl in the way = more goals

ok time to go relax and meditate. happy fked up day

11:08 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Thursday, February 12, 2009

perseverance

ya right. like that's ever going to happen

i drifted in the air and floated on the water
i soared in the sky and walked across the sea
i levitated against gravity and
i defied your laws
i tripped at the end
and fell into darkness
unending

7:35 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i'm staring into space as i type this

i dunno what to do anymore

i've run out of tricks and strategems

i've run out of ways and methods

i've run out of techniques

i've run out of innovation

my brain doesnt work

i'm dust

i'm worst than dust

i'm nothing

i can't think of what else to do

i dunno what not to do either

everything i do seems just so right

yet everything i do seems to drive it all wrong

i stretch out my hand to you

but you keep pushing it away

you'd rather fall than be helped

you'd rather fall than be supported

am i wrong? maybe

are you wrong? probably

maybe i've just screwed up and tried to look for sth that never existed

but if you dont try you'll nvr know

it's time to make up your mind

whoever you are. secret voice in my mind

7:03 pm
>>>Lost n still lookinG<<<

Lyrics

Air Supply - All Out Of Love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

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